Poetry By: Anghellz
If she were the warrior of her own fate
She would turn around and walk away
If she were the warrior of her own will
She wouldn't reach out to comfort her
If she were the warrior of her own fate
She would let her handle her pain alone
If she were the warrior of her own will
She wouldn't wipe away her tears again
If she were the warrior of her own fate
She would love her like a friend
If she were the warrior of her own will
She wouldn't long for her, every waking moment
If she were the warrior of her own heart
She would keep it locked up tight
If she were the warrior of her own soul
She wouldn't need this bard to complete her
{Blackened} {Love Unrequited} {My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
Blackened
Darkness
Swallowing
Me whole
Blackened
Darkness
Devouring
My soul
Blackened
Darkness
Is all that
Pertains
Blackened
Darkness
Is all that
Remains
Blackened
Darkness
Becoming
My life
Blackened
Darkness
Driving
The knife
Blackened
Darkness
These thoughts it
Conspires
Blackened
Darkness
It fuels my
Desires
Blackened
Darkness
Is all that
I see
Blackened
By
Darkness
Is all I
Can be
{If She Were A Warrior} {Love Unrequited} {My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
When I close my eyes your all I see
Love unrequited
When I wake in the morning, you're all I want
Love unrequited
Through out the day my thoughts always find you
Love unrequited
Every time I feel joy I wish I were there to share it with you
Love unrequited
Anytime I feel pain my first thoughts are to run to you
Love unrequited
When the sun goes down my heart fills with you
Love unrequited
My only friend through the lonely nights
Love unrequited
When I close my eyes your all I see
Love unrequited
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
To hear you
To feel you
To see you
I need you
To touch you
To breathe you
To taste you
I crave you
How love how?
Can you deny
My hearts desire?
How fear how?
Can you stop
My mouth from speaking?
How life how?
Can you create
Such a distance between us?
When you all know
My love belongs
Here in my heart!
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
If I had known that love
Could hurt this bad.
If I had know that death
Could come so suddenly
Would I?
Could I?
Should I?
Have cared?
If I had known that no other laughter
Could make me smile like yours.
If I had known that no other touch
Could comfort me like yours.
Would I?
Could I?
Should I?
Have fallen so quickly?
If I had known that my bed would
Feel this empty.
If I had known that my heart would
Feel so incomplete.
Would I?
Could I?
Should I?
Have fallen so hard?
If I had known as soon as I gave up my heart
I would watch it go up in flames in a pyre.
If I had known I'd never have the chance
To say goodbye.
Would I?
Could I?
Should I?
Have LOVED you?
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited} {My Heart}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
Letting Go
A collaboration by Anghellz & Storm
Cold
Pain
Hot
Tears
My throat is raw
My head is throbbing
Why is Letting Go
Never easy?
Cold
Pain
Hot
Tears
If only it were you here
Catching these tears for me
Why is Letting Go
Never easy?
Cold
Pain
Hot
Tears
When I close my eyes
Your face is all I can see
Why is Letting Go
Never easy?
Cold
Pain
Hot
Tears
For me to stop breathing
Would be easier than leaving you
Why is Letting Go
Never easy?
Cold
Pain
Hot
Tears
You have somehow become
Such a huge part of me
Why is Letting Go
Never easy?
I know what needs to be done
But I can't
I know you're not mine,
Never were,
Never will be,
And yet-
Letting Go
is never easy.
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited} {My Heart}
{Would I?}
{The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
You haunt my dreams
You disturb my dreams
You invade my dreams
You infect my dreams
I can't close my eyes without you
Without seeing you
Without feeling you
Without smelling you
Without tasting you
My thoughts center on you
Your face
Your smile
Your voice
Your touch
What I wouldn't give for just one night
One night to be with you
One night to lay with you
One night to prove to you
One night to show you
How much I could love you
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited}
{My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go}{Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
In a crowed room:
To smell her familiar hairspray
To see her smile at me
To hear her call over to me
To feel her in my arms embrace
To taste her soft sweet kisses
In the privacy of my apartment:
To smell her fresh lavender perfume
To see her undress before me
To hear her whisper what she'll do to me
To feel her already heated body
To taste her hungry kisses
In the confines of my quite bedroom:
To smell her vanilla body lotion
To see her shudder beneath my touch
To hear her beg & plead for more
To feel her body responding to my touch
To taste her bittersweet sweat
In the warm embrace of my bed:
To smell her sweet juices
To see her body squirm in an erotic dance
To hear her scream out my name, again and again
To feel her every muscle tense with ecstasy
To taste her, every last bit of her
In the gateway between wake and sleep:
To smell the mingling scent of sex in the room
To see the moonlight caress her sheet covered body
To hear the contented breathing of a deep sleep
To feel the soft naked body on top of mine
To taste the mixed cocktail of kisses, come and sweat on my lips
Sensory overload
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited}
{My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
I swallow this lump in my throat and pack my bags.
You sit there with tears falling from your eyes, looking up at me.
I beg you not to ask for promises I can't keep.
You reach for me refusing to let go.
I refuse to look at you, only able to shake my head.
You block the door denying my exit.
I catch your crumpled form as you beat my chest.
You repeat your mantra over & over, I love you, I love you, I love you
I can no longer breathe, my heart is tied in knots
You refuse to listen your own heart is screaming too loud.
'I have to leave'
You won't let go
'You & I were never meant to be'
You won't let go
'You belong here, I belong out there'
You won't let go
'We're 2 separate people, with 2 separate lives'
You won't let go
I gently place your crying body back in bed,
and sneak out in the middle of the night
with your heart in my back pocket.
With unseen tears in my own eyes
I leave with my heart, on the nightstand
right next to your sleeping form.
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited}
{My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams}
{Sensory Overload}
{Reflections} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
Who is that I hear?
Laughing at my pain
Revealing in my despair
Heartbroken am I-
Humored are you
So glad I could amuse!
'Bowing ever so slightly'
Why lurk amongst the shadows?
Come forth & face me
Eye to eye
Toe to toe
Face to face
If you dare!
Slowly, ever so slowly
She begins to move
Creeping forth from the darkness
There she is!
My tormentor-
The cause of all my pain
What do i see?
A mirror-
and reflected back?
Grinning ever so psychotically
Why it's-
me
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited} {My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {I Can't Reach You} {top of page}
In the darkness I see you
Calling to me
Reaching for me
I stretch out my hand
You're only a few feet away
And still
I can't reach you
The shadows creep in
All around you
I quickly walk towards you
And still
I can't reach you
Suddenly you're scared
You scream for me
I run to you
And still
I can't reach you
Before I know it your gone
Swallowed whole
I fall to my knees crying
Because
I can't reach you
{If She Were A Warrior} {Blackened} {Love Unrequited} {My Heart} {Would I?}
{Letting Go} {The Woman of My Dreams} {Sensory Overload}
{You Won't Let Go} {Reflections} {top of page}