September 03, 1997
The story is mine and written by my demanding Muse for your entertainment, but the characters from Xena:Warrior Princess belong to MCA/Universal.
Sometimes I think she enjoys this role of mystery. She has me enthralled, teasing me with this clandestine behavior. What can this small thing be? My mind makes a mental list of every conceivable object, yet I dismiss each one. I'll never know unless I ask, but my pride won't allow me to approach her. To me, asking would be the same as begging at this point, for she knows I burn for an answer. I won't risk her refusing my request or laughing with victory.
So like a thief in the night, I try and catch her off guard, misdirecting her attention in hopes of seeing this secret item. It does no good. She's become an expert at hiding it from my sight and never letting it leave her reach. I retreat, my curiosity unsatisfied. The game goes on, this continuous rhythm in our existence.
Weeks pass, our actions unchanged. I lunge, she parries, yet I gain no ground. She smiles knowingly. The game goes on.
Months pass and I can stand it no longer. My pride in shatters. I go to her. She is sitting on a log by the fire, her attention on the flames. I crouch down as I look at her, my eyes defeated. She smiles a little sadly, making me realize she regrets the end of our game. She places a hand on my shoulder, bringing me closer. She reaches inside her clothing, pulling the object out. We both lean our heads forward, our foreheads resting upon the other's as we peer down at her curled fingers. As they unfold, I see an item long forgotten. A remembrance my mother kept from my childhood.
I look up at her, wondering how she came to carry it, but I remain silent. Let her have that mystery. I'll just ask mother next time I'm home.
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