The standard legal stuff: Xena, Gabrielle, Ares and Argo II are not owned by me. They're the property of those guys over at StudiosUSA. Maybe also RenPics and Oxygen. I don't even know anymore. I'll just assume it'll all be sorted out in the Final Judgment. Any other characters in this story that you don't recognize from the show are my own creation.
Violence: This story attempts to realistically depict a few battles and skirmishes and their aftermath. Nothing too graphic and gross but if even mild blood and guts ain't your thing you might want to read something else.
Subtext: Yup. There be subtext aplenty. But if you're looking for a story in which Xena and Gab are definitively outed you might want to read something else. I tried to keep the spirit of the show and leave enough wiggle room for subbers, shippers, fencesitters, etc. etc. to feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
My eternal gratitude: For LadyKate, Ares PR rep here on earth. LK was a great sounding board as I bounced all my plot ideas off of her-even going so far as to convince me that Ares should not be the villain of my story. Special appreciation for her historical know-how, all her good advice, her love of good angst and most especially for her patience with a paranoid, neurotic author.
And for ~Serendipity~ who treated my many maddening questions about this story with generosity, patience and good humor. She's debated, discussed and argued deaf, dumb and blind every little nuance of XWP with me. And while "her" Gabby doesn't quite mesh with "my" warrior bard Gabby, this story has a small homage to her peace-lovin' bard. But since I'm the author, there's gonna more warrior than bard <g>. ~Ser~ will just have to write her own fan fic if she wants her peace-lovin', poetry writin' hippie chick.
I wrote this story as my own resolution for Gabrielle who was left on such a sad note at the end of FIN II. With the utmost respect to Xena's memory as her soulmate, this is where I hoped she would ultimately find herself.
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The camp was set up haphazardly, without protection in mind. Not that the caravan was unaware of the danger they were in. They were hunted, after all. They simply didn't know the first thing about strategy. One didn't tend to acquire strategy techniques in a life dedicated to love and peace. The small blonde warrior was able to sneak up on them undetected. She watched them for hours, assessing their strengths and their weaknesses. On one hand she noted several young people who appeared to be strong and healthy, capable of defending themselves. But, she reminded herself, they would probably not be inclined to put up a fight. She counted four unarmed sentries who patrolled the area in a random pattern. Anyone could slip through their meager defense, if it could be called a defense. The warrior assumed the sentries were more a sacrifice than anything, probably placed on the edges of the camp to serve as an alarm to the rest should their "defenses" be breached. A sentry would call out a warning, and while the invaders were slowed down enough to either capture or kill him, the others would have an opportunity to escape. If that was the case, the warrior expected crosses to be lining the Appian Way in just a few weeks time.
She carefully lowered herself from the tree limb she was perched on. Even so, she still had to drop a few feet to the ground. Years of increasing physical prowess could not give her the one thing she still lacked and always would. Height. With a soft thud, she hit the ground and held perfectly still, listening until she was satisfied that she heard nothing in response to her drop.
She drew a sai from her right boot and skulked up behind one of the sentries. He was large and a running leap at him would have destroyed the element of surprise. Instead, she crouched down, stealthy as a cat, each step measured and calculated. She went for the back of his knee, collapsing it with the hilt of her sai. It wasn't a hard blow, but the shock of it brought him down. Before he had time to call out a warning, her fingers shot forward, stabbing him in the neck and he gasped. The sounds he attempted to make got lost in his throat.
The warrior held the hilt of the sai in between his shoulder blades. "Don't bother trying to warn your friends. I've cut off your voice. Don't worry, the effect is temporary. Can you stand?" Grasping him under his arm, she hauled him to his feet and nudged him forward through the trees towards the glowing campfires.
No one noticed them approaching at first. Everyone was busy cooking, talking or performing their nightly rituals before bed. All save for one dark haired girl who did not escape the warriors notice as she came out of the trees and headed for the fire with an armload of wood. The girl stopped, sensing something was wrong and gazed quizzically at the man as he stumbled towards them.
"Joseph, what's the-?" She caught a glimpse of the warrior who had been hidden by Joseph's bulk until then and dropped the armload of wood. She was quick, able to grab a piece before it hit the ground and she took off towards them. Skidding to a halt before Joseph, she squared off against the warrior, the wood held high above her head, ready for a strike. "Let him go!"
The intruder stepped aside to get Joseph out of the path of an attack. The girl adjusted herself so that she still faced the small blonde warrior, her arm still poised for a blow.
The sai dropped to the ground with a soft thud and the warrior held up her hands. "I don't mean you any harm."
The girl's upraised arm shook. "If that's true then why were you holding a knife to my brother? Joseph? What did you do to him? Why can't he speak?"
"I cut off his voice so that he wouldn't warn you I was coming. JustÖdon't start swinging and I'll fix it. Okay?" The girl nodded, but still stood ready for a strike. The warrior moved slowly to stand before Joseph. Her fingers shot out towards his throat.
Joseph grabbed his throat and coughed. When he had recovered, he held out a hand. "Soria, put that down. Now!"
His sister curled her lip derisively. "And leave us completely defenseless? She still has another weapon in her boot."
"And she could cut you to pieces before you got in the first blow," Joseph retorted hoarsely, his voice not completely regained. "Besides, if she wanted to kill me she would have done it back there. Put it down!" Joseph shot out his arm and grabbed the girl's wrist, forcing her to drop her weapon. He kicked it away and turned to the stranger. "I hope you have a good reason for sneaking up and attacking me, then frightening these people half to death."
Soria was eyeing the sai lying on the ground. The look in the girl's eyes betrayed that she might make a lunge for it. The small blonde stranger slipped the toe of her boot over the weapon.
"My name is Gabrielle. I came to offer my help."
A contemptuous snort: "You call this help?"
Gabrielle glanced at the girl then turned to her brother. "Your defenses are weak. I've been observing you for hours. A small company of Romans would have no problem sweeping right through and cutting you all down. You need my help."
Joseph gazed at her suspiciously. "What makes you think we need protecting against the Romans? We're poor people on our way east-."
"To find the Messenger Eve. I know. I also know you were running for your lives after Rome burned. Nero was looking to lay blame for the fire and he's laid it on the doorstep of another small religious sect-Christians I think they're called. Nero couldn't go after the Elijians at first, they were too big a movement. But since he equates the Elijians so closely with that other sect he's since vowed to wipe you all out. And he's nearly kept his promise."
Joseph wiped a shaky hand across his mouth. "Are there-are there any followers of Eli left in Rome?"
Gabrielle's face was impassive as she gave a slight nod. "A few. The last I heard they've banded together with the Christians and have taken to hiding. But youÖNero will hunt you down. He's already sent out troops to find you."
"Perhaps we've already been found," Soria said accusingly. "Perhaps the Emperor's hired assassin is in our camp as we speak. Why should we trust you?"
Gabrielle regarded the girl thoughtfully a moment. She chose her words carefully. "Because Nero has no reason to fear you. Why would he send one assassin-or even a spy- when he knows his troops could sweep through here without you even putting up a fight? That's not his style."
"That's right, Soria," Joseph said calmly. "He's insane. I've heard talk that Nero started that fire himself, all so that he could clear the land for his Golden Palace. And the night of the fire? He climbed the tower of Maecenas and sang about the capture of Troy."
"I was in Alexandria when the fire started but I've heard the rumors," Gabrielle said. Sensing the Elijians were more at ease with her now, she bent and retrieved her sai, tucking it into her boot. She brushed the hair from her eyes. "The good news is the Romans believe you've headed west. It won't fool them for long. But we've bought a little time."
"Time for what?" Joseph asked.
"Until I can figure out
what to do next."
*****
Joseph offered his half
of the tent that he and Soria shared to Gabrielle. She started to decline
but then actually welcomed the idea of sleeping with a roof, even if it
was only a tent roof, over her head. Before she turned in she told Soria
that she still had her horse out in the woods and that it had to be tended
to. Soria watched in amazement as Gabrielle whistled and the horse came
galloping into camp.
As Gabrielle watered, fed and lovingly brushed down the golden mare, Soria felt her defenses starting to be let down. "What's her name?"
"This is Argo," Gabrielle said with an affectionate scratch to the horse's nose. "She's very special. Argo and I have been through a lot together sinceÖwell since we arrived in Egypt. She's family."
After Argo was taken care of for the night, Gabrielle went into the tent and sank down on her bedroll. After years of traveling, the exhaustion never quite left her bones. She felt as if she could sleep for a year. Wearily, she pulled the sais from her boots and laid them beside her. She pulled her chakram from her belt and laid that atop her sais.
"What is that thing?" Soria asked pointing at the chakram.
"It's a chakram." And to Soria's puzzled look she said "it's a weapon."
"Why didn't you use it?"
"There wasn't any need," Gabrielle said while stifling a yawn. "I wasn't trying to hurt anyone."
"But you couldÖwith that? You have?"
Gabrielle forced her tired eyes open to look at Soria. "Yes. Not very often. When you use this," she held up the chakram, "you mean business. And I try to avoid fighting whenever possible."
What an odd remark from someone whose profession was that of a warrior, Soria mused as Gabrielle drifted off quickly and began to snore. But then again, she reminded herself, Gabrielle was not a typical warrior. Soria studied her as she slept. She was a tiny thing, a bit shorter than Soria was. And she was hardly more than a girl, no more than 4 or 5 years older than Soria herself was. But there was a quiet strength and maturity about Gabrielle. Her soft, delicate features gave the impression of someone who was more prone to compassion than hardness. Soria had seen hardness before, in the eyes of almost every Roman soldier she ever encountered. She could recognize it. But in Gabrielle there was no hint of that. Instead, she caught a glimpse of sadness and loneliness in her green eyes and Soria wondered at that. How did a young girl from Greece wind up in Rome, willing to take on the Empire's legions single-handedly? It was a story Soria would like to have heard.
*****
Soria tried for days
afterward but Gabrielle was not very forthcoming with any information about
herself. Soria assumed that she was quiet and reserved by nature. But it
did not keep her from trying.
The caravan traveled long and hard, taking advantage of the daylight in trying to put as much distance between them and the Romans as possible. Soria would ride at the head of the caravan just behind Gabrielle, in the hopes that the warrior would acknowledge her presence sooner or later. But Gabrielle was always more preoccupied with where they were going and what was going on around them, always on alert for an ambush. Her conversations were usually limited to concerns about how their supplies were holding up and recommendations about setting up a defense perimeter when they camped for the night.
At night, those not posted as sentries were at their most relaxed. Deliberately trying to forget the carnage they left behind in Rome and trying not to think about the fate that might await them the next day, they all sat around a large fire, singing and trading stories about happier times. Gabrielle would sit with them, her legs stretched before the fire and occasionally laugh or smile in appreciation at a story someone told. But she would never contribute. Everyone seemed to sense that conversation was not a skill a warrior necessarily had to acquire in order to be successful. And so they never asked her anything about her past.
When someone spoke of the legend of Cecrops, the Lost Mariner Gabrielle simply said: "I knew Cecrops." This small, brief glimpse into the warrior's life so shocked the Elijians that all they could do was stare down at their hands uncomfortably until Gabrielle rather lamely completed her thought. "He was a good man." With that, she awkwardly gathered up her weapons, murmured something about relieving one of the sentries and walked off.
On the edge of the camp, Gabrielle stood motionless, her head cocked to one side, listening to the sounds behind the silence. The fire crackled and hissed, the gentle rushing sound of the nearby stream, somewhere to the north an owl hooted and one soft, faint footstep. "Soria."
Soria stepped out of the shadows into the dim moonlight. "How did you know it was me? Did you recognize my footsteps?"
Gabrielle shook her head but kept it cocked, still listening. "You've been sneaking up to watch me for three nights now. Mind telling me what it is you find so fascinating?"
Soria blushed at having been found out. "I just wanted to learn."
"And did you?"
Soria pressed her lips together. "You've set traps all around the edges of the camp. That's why you've warned none of us to wander off at night."
Even in the dark, Soria could see a look of guilt flash over Gabrielle's face. "Have you told your brother about the traps?"
The girl shook her head. "No. What Joseph doesn't know won't hurt him. He and I have someÖphilosophical differences. He believes in fighting your enemies with love and compassion. That's fine in an ideal world but sometimes you have to fight them with a sword. If we had stood up to Nero back in Rome we-."
"Would all be dead now," Gabrielle cut her off. She glanced at Soria. "And I bet you want me to teach you everything I know, don't you?"
Soria shrugged in admission.
Gabrielle smiled softly, it wasn't meant to wound. "Soria, a faith abandoned in a time of crisis is not faith at all."
"I respect the faith of Eli," Soria retorted. "But it's never been my faith. It was my parents way beforeÖ" The girl trailed off and shivered. After she regained herself she continued. "And what did it get them but a violent death at the hands of the people they were taught to love? Joseph has chosen the same way and I fear he'll meet the same fate. If that's to be my fate as well I want to take as many Romans as possible with me. It's my choice. Doesn't Eli's God believe in free will?"
Gabrielle nodded. "But He doesn't believe in blind hatred and that's what I fear motivates you."
"Lecture me when you find yourparents hanging from a cross," Soria snapped bitterly.
Gabrielle started to say something but kept quiet.
"At least teach me so I stand a fighting chance."
Gabrielle was silent for
several moments. When she spoke, Soria was sure she heard a catch in the
older girl's throat. "I'll think about it."
Soria was awakened the next morning to sounds of Gabrielle moving about the tent. "Where are you going?"*****
Gabrielle fastened a red hilted sword whose design was foreign to Soria to her waist. "I'm going to check the camp. Something's not right."
Soria jumped to her feet. "I'm going with you."
The morning was too quiet,
too still. Grasping the sword by the hilt, Gabrielle darted from tree to
tree. At one point, Soria almost stepped into one of the traps but Gabrielle
snatched her back at the last minute, pulling her behind a tree.
With a tilt of her head,
she indicated that something was out there, over the rise. "Soria," she
whispered, "run back to camp and warn the others. Tell them to run!"
Soria nodded, her will the only thing keeping her from being paralyzed with fear. She took off at breakneck speed.
Gabrielle guessed there to be twenty to twenty five soldiers coming over the rise. She knew she had very little chance of stopping them alone. But if she could bloody their noses, slow them down enough, the others stood a chance of getting away. As the soldiers began to swarm over the rise, Gabrielle pulled the chakram from her waist and flung it. Aiming for their legs, it took down three men in rapid succession. It rebounded off a tree and she caught it, spinning her arm in the same direction to absorb the impact. She clipped the chakram to her waist and drew the katana.
When she was sure they had spotted her, Gabrielle took off, darting between the trees. Four soldiers were close on her heels. One raised his short sword, about to strike a blow to her neck when Gabrielle suddenly leaped. The short sword came down, only grazing her neck. She shot her arms out, landing hands first. Gabrielle tucked her head and rolled, the momentum propelling her back onto her feet. She took off running again, chancing a look over her shoulder. The four soldiers had fallen into the pit she had disguised with leaves and branches, all four impaling themselves on the wooden stakes she had set.
Her mind worked quickly, trying to remember all the traps she had set the night before. The second pit she dug downed two more men. By then, Gabrielle knew she wouldn't fool them a third time. She doubled back, leading the soldiers away from the camp. She made it back to the rise and turned, prepared to confront her pursuers.
Through a clearing in the trees, Gabrielle could see the camp being taken. The Elijians surrendered without a fight, all except for Soria who charged at one of the soldiers, tackling him to the ground. Soria sprawled in the dirt. The soldier gained to his feet quickly, drawing his sword.
"No!" Gabrielle whipped
her chakram from her waist. She flung it, severing the blade of the sword
as it was about to come down on Soria's neck. She caught it on the rebound
and saw five soldiers charging at her too late. Before she had time to
react, a sword came swinging at her, slashing her shoulder open. Gabrielle
lost her grip on the katana. Momentarily dazed from the pain, she did not
see the hilt of another sword coming at her. The last thing she heard was
a sharp, metallic ping as the hilt smashed her temple.
*****
She did not know how
long she was out. When she came to, her vision was blurry and she didn't
know where she was. "Xena?" She attempted to sit up but a hand on her shoulder
pushed her down gently.
"No. You're hurt. Lie still and let me clean your wounds."
"MmmmÖ" Gabrielle shut her eyes and smiled weakly. "Did you get the name of the Son of a Bacchae that did this? It's not so bad," she murmured. "I hurt myself worse with my staff drills in the beginning. Remember how black and blue I was?" She nearly drifted off but caught herself. "Where were you? I held them off as long as I could but without you I just can't seem to-."
"You did the best you could," came the voice. "This is going to hurt a little."
Gabrielle felt the cold water sting the gash on her shoulder. She gasped and her eyes came open. "What the-?" She focused on the face hovering over her and her mind cleared a little. "Soria. You'reÖ"
"I'm all right," she said softly. "Thanks to you. You're as crazy as Nero for trying to stop all twenty five soldiers by yourself."
Gabrielle attempted a smile which came out twisted and bitter. "I've seen one warrior take on a lot more than twenty five soldiers at one time. And win."
"Well, you're no Hercules," Soria said.
"No," Gabrielle agreed. "He's much taller and his hair is much longer. Soria, what happened to the others? Are they all-?" She could not even complete the thought.
"They're fine. They're in different cells. Apparently the emperor wants his trophies alive. He wants the pleasure of killing us himself. Can you sit up? I need to tend to your neck."
"If you help me." Gently, Soria helped Gabrielle into a sitting position and the blonde woman groaned. Carefully, she probed her temple. "My head feels like Monday morning in Tartarus." She looked around. "Where are we?"
"As near as I can figure, Thrace," Soria told her while dabbing at the cut on Gabrielle's neck.
That was the height of irony, Gabrielle thought. To die in the birthplace of the woman that gave her life. She shuddered, as if shaking off such a dour feeling. What was happening to her? "We are not dying here," she thought and was shocked to realize that the thought had escaped her lips.
"I appreciate your confidence," Soria said dabbing at her neck. "Your foot looks like it's been severed."
"What?"
Soria touched the base of Gabrielle's neck where the dragon tattoo ended. "It looks as if the foot was cut right off. Where did you get this anyway?"
A sharp clang at the end
of the corridor brought their heads up. Footsteps echoed on the cold stone
floor. Something inside of Gabrielle forced her to stand. She was not about
to let these bastards think they had beaten her. Taking her lead, Soria
rose, slipping her hand under Gabrielle's arm to steady her. The guard
appeared at their cell door. "All right, you two. Time to look presentable.
The General wants to see you."
*****
Gabrielle was expecting
opulence in the residence of a Roman general. Instead, his headquarters
were functional. There were no statues, no ornate gold decorations. The
furniture, she noted, was made for comfort, not for presentation. It was
the residence of a true soldier. Whether that was a good omen or not, she
wasn't sure.
"Leave us," a strong voice came from behind a large desk. Though the General had his back to them, the guard saluted and left.
"So, you are the two that assaulted my men?"
"Not assaulted," Gabrielle corrected, "defended ourselves."
"And yet you are followers of Eli?" The General turned to them and Gabrielle was surprised by what she saw. He was a relatively young man, perhaps ten years older than herself. His close cropped brown hair showed streaks bleached by the sun, and his arms were darkened to a bronze. His pale blue eyes widened in question.
Gabrielle was unsure as to what her answer was and glanced at Soria. If looks were daggers, this Roman would have been dead by now.
"You're hurt," he commented with such concern in his voice that Gabrielle was instantly wary. "I could have my physician see to your wounds."
"Your concern is admirable considering the fact that you intend to execute us," she spat resentfully.
He pressed his lips together, as if bruised by her contempt. He glanced at Soria. "And your friend? Is she well? Doesn't she speak?"
"She speaks," Soria snapped. "She's trying to find the words to properly convey her hatred of you."
"Understandable," he murmured and gestured with his hands. "Sit. Please."
Soria hesitated and glanced questioningly at Gabrielle out of the corner of her eye. The small blonde warrior gave the girl a slight nod. Carefully, Gabrielle eased herself into a chair with a faint hiss of pain that escaped through clenched teeth. Soria perched herself on the edge of her seat, letting the general know that to make herself any more comfortable was a compromise she was not willing to strike.
He smiled nervously. "Since you are my prisoners it would be uncivilized if I did not give you the courtesy of knowing who captured you. I am Marcus Placidus, Generalof the Fifth Legion of Pisae." The women made no reply to this and he gestured to a bowl of fruit on the table. "Are you hungry?"
"We're wondering what we're doing here," Gabrielle retorted.
"Your Latin is curious," Marcus said. "You aren't Roman? Greek perhaps?" Gabrielle nodded slowly and he came around the table. "I was in Egypt until four months ago. All along the Nile there was talk-legends really-of a Greek warrior woman with golden hair. It was said she fought with the courage of Hercules and the wisdom of Athena." Marcus circled around Soria, behind them. "The legend became so great that the locals took to calling her the Little Dragon because of her size and the tattoo on her back that was thought to be so magical that even the mystics feared it." He stopped and Gabrielle felt his eyes on her back. "Of course I always doubted those legends. Until now."
"If it's me you want then take me," Gabrielle said over her shoulder. "Let the others go. They're peaceful people and they've done nothing. They're innocent."
Marcus came around to look Gabrielle in the eye. "And if I asked for your word of honor on that?"
"Why would you believe anything that I had to say?"
Admiration was apparent in his smile. "Because anyone that fights like you, with such nobility and humanity holds their honor sacred."
Gabrielle looked up at him. "And if I give you my word, will you give me yours that these people will not be hurt?"
Marcus nodded with out even a pause. "Yes. You have my word on that."
"All right," Gabrielle agreed. "And you have mine. My word of honor that these people have done nothing to offend the Emperor."
Marcus Placidus clapped his hands together delightedly. "Excellent. You see? Diplomacy is better handled with a civilized word than at the tip of a spear. It will, of course, be up to the Emperor to pardon you. But I can promise you that I will speak as your advocate when the time comes and that you will be treated well as long as you are in my care."
Gabrielle nodded. "I'll hold you to your promise." She rose with a soft groan only Soria heard. "By the way, your Greek is not perfect, General. The actual saying is 'Diplomacy is better acquired with civilized speech than at the end of a sword.'"
"I stand corrected," Marcus
said with a slight bow.
*****
True to his word, Marcus
Placidus treated his prisoners as well as he could. They were fed decently.
In the afternoons he would let them out of their cells and into the courtyard
for fresh air and some exercise. This was always under the close scrutiny
of the guards. But Marcus Placidus had his men under strict orders. As
long as the prisoners posed no threat, they were not to be mistreated in
any way. He was also surprisingly tolerant of their religion. The Elijians
were allowed to worship every afternoon.
A week later, Gabrielle was mending well. Soria had sewn her wound closed and Gabrielle was pleased with the girl's work. One afternoon, she walked the courtyard, grateful to stretch her sore muscles. Soria walked beside her, copying her every move. If she stopped walking, Soria stopped. If she started, Soria started, matching Gabrielle's stride. If Gabrielle happened to turn her face to the sun to bask in it's warm glow, Soria did likewise. They went on like this for hours. Gabrielle was torn between mild amusement and irritation.
Shockingly, Marcus Placidus came out to the courtyard one afternoon. He inspected the prisoners well being as they prayed, then crossed the yard to the girls. "Your friends seem to be doing well. Don't you two ever join them in their prayers?"
"I'm not much for praying," Gabrielle said.
He looked to Soria. "And you? Isn't that your brother leading them?"
"Joseph has his way and I have mine." A simple statement but Gabrielle heard the underlying meaning to her words. I would sooner slit your throat than be a hypocrite.The sentiment was there, but the girl held her tongue. That was a step in the right direction.
Marcus Placidus prided himself on intuitiveness. He knew what Soria meant but chose to ignore it, blaming it on the brash impetuousness of youth. "Well, your god does believe in free will, does he not?"
He turned to Gabrielle. "And I see that you're mending well, Little Dragon. I'm pleased. That leads me to a request I have of you now that you're feeling better. Since your knowledge of Greek and Greek literature is obviously better than mine, perhaps you would be willing to undertake a pupil? My library is quite large. But I'm afraid I've never had much of an ear for your language. I'd welcome a guide."
Gabrielle was shocked at his request. But she found herself smiling dryly, as if making a joke at her own expense. "I should warn you. It's been quite some time since I spoke my own language."
Marcus smiled. "Then we'll both learn together."
Gabrielle nodded. "Then I'm at your service, General. But I have one request. That name-Little Dragon. Your men refer to me by it. My friends have even started using it. I don't like it. I never have."
He lifted an eyebrow in question. "What am I supposed to call you? You've never told me your given name."
"Gabrielle."
"Gabrielle," he repeated. "Hebrew for 'God gives strength.' A fitting name for a warrior of your reputation. Well," he gave her a glance that made her strangely uneasy. "Until tomorrow then, Little...Ah, Gabrielle."
Soria waited to show her disbelief until Marcus Placidus was out of earshot. "You're going to tutor him in Greek? That Roman?"
"He'll be a valuable ally when the time comes. Helping him translate Euripedes is a small price to pay if it means our safety."
Soria sniffed indignantly. "What makes you so sure you can trust him?"
"He seems like a decent, honorable man."
Soria snorted. "Perhaps you have too much faith in him."
"Soria, faith is all we've got right now."
"I've seen you fight. You could take him."
Gabrielle nodded. "Right. And if I was able to, what about the other fifty or so soldiers in this prison? Do you think they're going to just let me free everyone and stroll out of here? You said you wanted to learn from me. That's your first lesson. Discretion is often the better part of valor."
Soria studied Gabrielle, resentment glinting in her eyes. "That's not what I meant."
Gabrielle shrugged. "It's basic. You've got to start somewhere. The rest comes later."
The girl frowned. "How much later?"
"When I'm sure you won't
do something stupid and get yourself killed."
*****
Gabrielle and Marcus
Placidus spent many afternoons together in the following weeks. She was
surprised and pleased with his near reverence for literature. Gabrielle
had never met anyone before that she could talk with for hours about Aeschylus
or Euripedes or even Homer. Anytime she would start to talk with Xena about
a play or poem she had just read, Xena would nod politely, but Gabrielle
could see her eyes glaze over from boredom. She had nearly forgotten this
part of her life and was almost grateful to Marcus Placidus for re-awakening
that part of her.
Despite herself, Gabrielle was beginning to like him. He was intelligent, exceedingly polite and proper for a soldier and not without a certain sense of humor. There were times during their lessons that she would have to remind herself who he was and what he represented to rekindle her hatred of him. But those times were occurring less and less frequently and her hatred was diminishing, she observed with a certain amount of confusion.
Soria was growing suspicious of her relationship with Marcus Placidus and questioned her daily about what they did every afternoon. Gabrielle insisted that all they did was discuss theater and literature, which was the truth. Marcus knew little, if anything about her. And she knew very little of him. And yet despite Gabrielle's assurances, Soria was still openly skeptical.
The two girls were becoming close, partly out of necessity since they shared a cell together. And Gabrielle noticed that the closer they grew, the more irritating Soria seemed to be. She began to resent Soria's youthful impetuousness. Most annoying of all was the way Soria could seemingly talk non-stop for hours.
When it got to the point of Gabrielle almost fantasizing about using physical force to shut Soria up, she decided to direct the younger girl's energies towards less talkative activities. Procuring two brooms from the courtyard, she started teaching the girl basic staff techniques late at night away from the watchful eye of the guards. In the beginning, Gabrielle would laugh herself to sleep with a touch of satisfaction over the amount of times Soria hit herself in the head performing her drills. But she had to admit the girl was a quick study. And it kept her quiet.
Slowly, Marcus and Gabrielle had come to trust one another. Marcus enjoyed climbing the hills surrounding the prison. He had asked that she give her word not to try to escape if they moved their daily meetings outside of the prison so that they could enjoy the fresh air. Gabrielle agreed and then wondered if she had made a mistake. From their spot on the hill, she could clearly see Amphipolis on a clear day and her heart would ache so terribly that she had to look away.
"Nero has come to Greece," Marcus Placidus announced one afternoon before they had the opportunity to plunge into Prometheus Unbound. "He's on his way to Athens to attend the theaters."
She looked up at him in astonishment. "A Roman Emperor has a taste for the Greek Arts?"
He smiled teasingly. "Scandalous, I know. Nero's own mother is disgusted by his tastes.
"He'll be coming to Thrace to inspect my legion. He should grant your pardon then."
"And then we'll all be free to go?"
"Free to go," Marcus repeated with a slight nod. He looked down at her. "Tell me something, Gabrielle. I believe I know the kind of woman you are. Courageous and possessing more skills with a sword than most of my men. Why didn't you ever try to escape?"
"Because I would have had to hurt a lot of people. And I know that Joseph and his followers would sooner die than see that happen for their sakes."
Marcus shook his head. "I don't think I'll ever understand Elijians."
"There's nothing to understand. They believe the power of love can conquer hate."
His gaze bore into her. "Do you believe that, Gabrielle?"
"I'd like to believe that love is more powerful than hate."
His eyebrows arched in curiosity. "And yet you go through life with a sword in your hand. And there's a small part of you that hates me."
She moved away from him. "I've never had much affection for Rome."
"So you look at me and you see only the uniform? My wife was the same way when we first met. She hated the idea of war and hated me because of the profession I chose. It took a long time, but she was able to see beyond the uniform to the man underneath."
Gabrielle rubbed her arms for warmth. The sun had ducked behind the clouds and the breeze raised goose pimples on her flesh. "I didn't know you were married. You never mentioned a wife before."
Marcus came up behind her, draping his cloak over her shoulders. "She died seven years ago giving birth to our son. The boy didn't survive a week."
She turned to him, recognizing the melancholy tone of his voice, she heard it in her own voice every time she spoke-probably why she chose to speak as little as possible these days. Her pity and empathy for him melted away whatever traces of hatred remained. "Marcus, I'm so sorry."
He held up a hand, shaking his head. He almost seemed on the verge of losing control of his emotions. But the disciplined soldier in him asserted control. "And you? No husband?"
Perdicas had been gone so long and she had traveled so far since then that some days she almost felt herself forgetting him. She shook her head. "I lost my husband several years ago."
"And no children?"
Gabrielle's shoulders stiffened as memories of Hope came flooding to the surface. It was a wound that she had fooled herself into believing was healed. "No," she answered sharply. "There's no one."
Marcus realized how the question disturbed her. Tactfully and as gently as possible, he changed the subject. "Tell me. That first day, how did you know the proper translation of such an obscure quotation?"
"Simple. I wrote it."
He laughed in disbelief. "Wrote it? You? Gabrielle, my command of Greek may not be perfect, but I remember that saying from my Greek lessons back when I was a boy. I'd venture to guess you weren't even born then. That came from the chronicles of the infamous Xena, the Warrior Princess."
"Well, I prefer 'legendary', but you're correct."
Marcus smiled, as though amused by her delusions. "Xena was crucified by Caesar almost thirty years ago."
"It's difficult to explain.
Do you recall the name of Xena's chronicler? Or did the author make no
impression on you whatsoever?" She held up her hand and smiled self-deprecatingly.
"No, don't bother to answer. I don't think I want to know."
*****
As the sun was beginning
to set, they made their way down the hill back towards the prison. Without
knowing why, she had told Marcus quite a lot about her life. Not everything,
but enough. In fact, the more Gabrielle talked and the more entertained
Marcus appeared to be, the more she enjoyed having an audience again. Even
if it was only for the moment, she was a bard again. Odd, she mused. It
took a soldier, a Roman soldier no less, to help remind her who she was.
It was a part of herself that had been violently shoved aside by that newer
part of herself that had emerged, the warrior.
Why did she tell him so much about herself? So much about her life had been too painful to even think about since Xena's death. Why now? Why him, of all people? Gabrielle wondered that to herself as they walked. Perhaps it was her vanity. She loved an audience. And adoration, even if it was only from an audience of one, was even better. It had been ages since anyone had recognized the Battling Bard of Poteidaia. And if Gabrielle had to be honest with herself, she had to confess that she liked the fame her scrolls had earned her. Or, she finally had to admit, perhaps it was a desire to open herself to Marcus, for him to know who she really was, not the ridiculous legends of the Little Dragon. That thought baffled her. Since Xena had died, Gabrielle had felt no inclination to open herself to anyone, nor did she ever expect to. Perhaps that's why she didn't tell Marcus everything. She left out many little details of their life together. Small things really, but they were poignant to her. Some things were just meant for her and Xena and would always remain so.
As they neared the gates, Marcus reached out and squeezed her elbow. The contact surprised Gabrielle, but not so much that she pulled away. He told her how much he had enjoyed talking with her all day and proposed continuing the conversation over dinner. She had formed the word "no" but strangely, it stuck in her throat. She was stunned when the word "yes" tripped out of her mouth.
*****
Dining in the typical
Roman fashion of reclining, it was a relaxed atmosphere. The sweet red
wine that had been served loosened their tongues even more and they talked
well into the night, barely touching the banquet of food the servants set
before them.
Marcus told her about his grandfather who had been taken as a slave in Gaul. His master had been a horse breeder which had suited Marcus' grandfather well. He had an affinity for horses. He was able to train them so well that he and his master had worked out a deal. He would race his master's horses and split the winnings with him. The deal benefited both men. Because of his victories, he soon made his master one of the richest men in Rome and he was able to buy his own freedom, soon making his own fortune in horse breeding. Before the birth of his son, Marcus' grandfather became a Roman citizen, thus ensuring the security of his family.
Marcus' father had become a senator, a life that didn't appeal to the son. But a life of duty to the Empire had been instilled into young Marcus Placidus. He wanted a life of adventure while still being able to serve Rome. And so he became a soldier, a life he was well suited for. He was strong, brave, loyal and his men were unfailingly devoted to him. "And yet," he pondered, "right now I can't help thinking how it might have been different."
Gabrielle sipped her wine. "Different? How do you mean?"
He laid back on the pillows and brought an orange to his nose, inhaling the fragrant aroma. "Our paths are so different. I've sworn an allegiance to Caesar. Yours is to defend the people that Caesar conquers. I know once you're free I'll probably never see you again-unless it's on a battlefield-and the thoughtÖdisappoints me. I wish it didn't have to be that way. I'm a Roman soldier and it's all I'll ever be. And I'm sorry for that. Sorry for us." He reached out and brushed her cheek with the back of his hand.
Gabrielle felt a stirring the moment his flesh touched hers. It was comfortably familiar and yet excitingly new. The wine had made her vulnerable and weak and she felt her eyes close, momentarily surrendering herself to the warmth and comfort of his touch. But then she forced her eyes open and abruptly sat up. "Marcus, please. You don't understand." She covered her eyes with both hands, trying to choose her words carefully, words that wouldn't wound him. "It's not you. It's not. I don't think I could ever give my heart again. I'm not even sure I have one left to give."
She was reminded of a passage from Prometheus Unboundthat she and Marcus had read just a few days earlier. It struck Gabrielle how succinctly it summed up the state of mind she was in:
Thou losest heart when
smitten with disease,
And know'st not how
to find the remedies
Wherewith to heal
thine own soul's sicknesses.
He sat up and studied her carefully. "You're afraid." It was not a question.
She nodded. "I've lost so much."
Marcus sighed and got up, moving to the window. "When I returned home after my first campaign in Gaul, Aurelia-my wife-feared me. She told me that when she looked into my eyes she could only see death. In the evenings she began singing to me and reading poetry. She hoped it would have a civilizing influence." Marcus gazed out the window, at some far off, remote point. When he continued, his voice was tired and pensive. "She reminded me that there was still joy and beauty in the world. I had forgotten that. When she died, I could still acknowledge that joy and beauty she showed me but I could take no pleasure in it. I was empty inside.
"But when I met you, Gabrielle, there was something thatÖ" Marcus shook his head, at a loss. He turned to her. "You made me want to feelÖsomething. Something I don't think either one of us has experienced in a long time. SimpleÖpleasure."
She realized the implication of his words. "You mean you want toÖ" How quickly she had been reduced from a hardened warrior to a naïve, shy girl.
He smiled gently. "I want the same thing I think we've both wanted for weeks."
She shook her head and spoke, her voice husky with emotion. "It's been such a long time, Marcus. I don't even know if I can."
He crossed the room to
her, leaned down and kissed her forehead tenderly. "Nor do I. But we could
try-together."
*****
Gabrielle and Marcus
took one another on a journey of discovery that night. They moved slowly,
exploring one another's bodies and reactions and emotions. It seemed to
take hours for them to climb into bed together. She was amazed that a man
like him, a soldier, could be so tender and giving and gentle. He was astonished
that a warrior like her could be so soft and vulnerable when she allowed
someone to breach her boundaries. They both gave one another something
that night. Neither really comprehended it at the time and so they couldn't
put a name to it. But it was there between them as they lay entangled in
one another's arms. A small flicker of hope.
As the sun rose in the window, bathing the bed in a soft orange glow, Gabrielle stirred and stretched luxuriously, feeling Marcus' fingertips trace the dragon on her back. She could hear the smile on his face.
"I should like to make this dance."
She laughed, a satiated, genuine laugh. "I believe you did that a few hours ago."
He leaned over, kissed her neck and held himself there, gazing down at her. She could feel his hot breath travel down her naked back and she shivered, fondly remembering things he had done to her in the night.
He leaned down and whispered in her ear: "Would you stay with me, Gabrielle? Forever?"
She stiffened under his touch and she twisted her head to look up at him. "Marcus, IÖyou know I can't."
His hand kneaded her tense shoulders. "Gabrielle, a few hours ago I found something I didn't think I'd ever find again. Peace... Don't tell me you didn't feel it too."
She rolled beneath him to look up into his eyes. "You know that it can't happen, Marcus. Your empire is an abyss between us. I've dedicated my life to the greater good. Yours is dedicated to the glory of Rome."
"Some would argue that the greater good isthe glory of Rome," he said.
"Tell me that when you'vebeen nailed to a cross," she said bitterly and pushed him off. She got out of the bed, dragging the wrinkled sheet with her. She stood with her back to him, drawing the sheet around her. "I could never be a wife of Rome, Marcus. You should know that."
He got out of the bed and moved behind her, drawing his arms around her chest and pulling her tightly against him. "I'm sorry. I wasn't thinking. But after all that's happened, how am I supposed to let you justÖwalk away?"
She placed her hands over
his and leaned her head back to rest on his shoulder. He unmistakably heard
the melancholy in her voice when she said: "You don't have a choice."
*****
Soria was on Gabrielle
the moment the cell door banged shut behind them. "Where have you been?
I was worried that something had happened to you. If Marcus Placidus has
hurt you in any way-."
Gabrielle patted her friend's shoulder reassuringly. "I'm fine, Soria. Fine." Too shy and embarrassed to explain any further, Gabrielle retreated to her cot.
The look on Gabrielle's face did not go unnoticed by Soria. She had never seen such a look of tranquillity from her before. She looked more closely. There, in Gabrielle's softening features, Soria was sure she might have even detected a small glimmer of shameless fulfillment. She slit her eyes disapprovingly. "So how was he?"
Gabrielle glanced at Soria, her face instantly darkening from anger and annoyance. "I'm not having this conversation with you, Soria."
"Why not?" the girl sneered. "What are you afraid of? Afraid that maybe we'll find out you betrayed us all just so that you could become the General's whore? Tell me, now that you've embraced Rome will you nail us to the cross yourself or is being a spectator at our crucifixion amusement enough?"
Gabrielle flew off the cot with a guttural yell. She hurled Soria against the bars and closed her hand around the girl's throat. "Now you listen to me. Whatever happened between Marcus and me has got nothing to do with us. We're all going to walk out of here together. Got it?" As if for emphasis, she tightened her grip around Soria's throat. The girl gasped and groped at Gabrielle's hand, but she was not strong enough to loosen her grip. Soria was not about to surrender and Gabrielle knew she would have to kill her before Soria admitted defeat. The girl was that stubborn. Gabrielle released her grip and the girl fell to the floor, gasping for breath.
Furious, Gabrielle spun away, stalking to the other end of the cell. She bent her head and pressed her palms against the cold stone wall, trying to reign in her anger. "Focus," she whispered to herself.
The internal warning came too late. Soria moved up behind her, raising the staff she had fashioned from a broom. She struck a hard blow between Gabrielle's shoulder blades. More from the surprise than the pain, Gabrielle fell to her knees. She heard the staff slice through the air again and rolled away just before it came down on her head. She leaped to her feet and held her hands out in a placating gesture. "Soria, what are you doing?"
The girl swung at her furiously with the staff. "I like to know who my enemies are!"
Gabrielle jumped back. "I'm not your enemy! I haven't done anything to-."
"Liar!" the girl spat and lunged at her.
Gabrielle sidestepped the lunge and grabbed for the staff. Quicker and stronger than Soria, she was able to wrench it from the girl's hands. She spun around, angling the staff to sweep the girl's feet. Soria landed on her back with a dull thud. Before she could leap up, Gabrielle swung the staff down, the end grazing the tip of the girl's nose. "Stay down! Don't make me hurt you anymore."
Soria looked on the verge of continuing the fight. She stared up the length of the staff and saw the resolute expression on Gabrielle's face. Miraculously, good sense won out and the tension seemed to melt from her body.
Satisfied, Gabrielle threw the staff across the cell and held her hand out. Soria hesitated a moment before taking it. When she did, Gabrielle pulled her to her feet. "You are so stubborn. What were you trying to prove? Sometimes I feel as if I'll have to kill you to get you to see some sense."
Soria turned away from her and stalked to the bars. "Then do it and get it over with."
Gabrielle gaped incredulously. "What makes you so sure I've betrayed you? Ask yourself this: if I had, why did I come back here? Believe me, there are plenty of other places I'd rather be than stuck in here with you."
Soria kept her back to Gabrielle, giving no indication that she had even heard her.
Gabrielle glanced around, as if searching for a way to reach the girl. "Why are you so obsessed with fighting?"
The girl gripped the bars so tightly that Gabrielle half expected them to bend under the pressure. "Vengeance." There was something about the way Soria said it, so cold, so calm, almost matter of fact, that it sent a shiver through Gabrielle. "For your parents?"
She nodded.
Gabrielle came up behind her and laid a hand on her shoulder. Soria's response was a flinch but she did not throw the hand off. "I know how you feel. Believe me when I say that. But once you set yourself on a path of vengeance there's no turning away. You know, a very wise friend once told me that 'blood will have blood.' I was lucky I heard that message before it was too late."
"If I lose my life avenging my parents then that's fine with me."
Gabrielle spun Soria around so that she faced her. "I'm not talking about losing your life. I'm talking about losing something more important. What's in here," she tapped Soria's chest. "You've got a good heart, Soria. Why do you think I've taught you as much as I have? If I believed you were going to waste all that on a vendetta I wouldn't have wasted my time. I could teach you a lot more but you have to let me. Let the cycle of hate stop right here, right now."
A tear shimmered on Soria's cheek. As if annoyed with it, she wiped it away. "So what are you saying? That you want me to be some sort of student of yours?"
Gabrielle smiled, inwardly
laughing at a joke only she got. "Well, I prefer the term sidekick, but
you're correct."
*****
"Caesar will arrive in
Thrace tomorrow."
Gabrielle sat upright and glanced at Marcus. It was weeks later, after another afternoon in which Aeschylus had been abandoned in favor of more secular pursuits. Perhaps too many afternoons, she thought to herself ruefully.
She should have been ecstatic. They had been rotting in that prison for months now. Her life had never been a sedentary one and the endless hours she spent in her cell were beginning to take it's toll. At night, restless and unable to sleep, Gabrielle would pace her cell like a caged tiger. Xena had once teased that there was nothing like an active love life to release penned up energies. Gabrielle had scowled at the memory of her advice. All those afternoons spent in the arms of Marcus had done nothing to channel her energy. Sometimes in the middle of the night she would even wake Soria and challenge the cranky, half asleep girl to practice bouts with the staff.
And yet despite this, the mention of her pardon, of freedom from that small, dank cell did nothing to lift her mood. It had even put a touch of melancholy into her voice. "Then this will be our last afternoon together."
"Probably," he said with a rueful smile and reached out to pull a strand of grass from her hair. "Some weeks ago, I sent a dispatcher on to Athens petitioning for the pardon of you and your friends. Caesar will most likely demand an audience with you."
Gabrielle nodded silently, not relishing the idea of being traipsed out like an animal, as a prize of Rome. "What is Nero like?"
Marcus sighed. "He cuts a rather bizarre figure. Usually in public he wears a dressing gown with no belt to hide his pot belly and wears a scarf to disguise the girth of his neck. He smells horrifically and is covered with strange spots. And he rarely wears shoes." He thought a moment and frowned. "Perhaps I shouldn't speak so candidly or irreverently. He isthe Emperor after all."
Gabrielle studied Marcus' lean and tanned muscular frame, as if comparing his attributes to Nero's flaws. She shook her head. "How does a man like that become emperor?"
"I'm a soldier, Gabrielle. I don't ask those questions. I've sworn an oath of allegiance to Caesar."
"And therefore you don't feel the need to question right and wrong? Caesar decides that for you?"
"To a certain extent-yes!" he growled, losing patience with her. "That dedication and loyalty has made Rome the greatest empire the world has ever known."
"Regardless of who they trample along the way. What would you do, Marcus, if Nero ordered meto be executed? Would you do it? Would you do it for the glory of Rome?"
"That's not going to happen!" he snapped.
"But what if it did?" she persisted while abruptly pulling on her boots. "Would that finally make you question your duty and your loyalty? I pray the day never comes when you're forced to ask yourself whether that price is too high."
Marcus turned on her so fiercely that Gabrielle fell back on her elbow. Almost menacingly, he stood over her. "You're a fine one to talk about the price of duty. How many have you killed? And how many did you agonize over? How much of your own soul have you sacrificed in the name of this greater good that you serve? Don't presume to pass judgment on mewhen you can't even be honest with yourself."
Angrily, he turned, walked a few feet away and took several deep breaths. It was not until he had calmed himself that he turned back to her. "I've got to get back. There are preparations to be made for the Emperor's visit tomorrow. I trust you can find your own way back?"
Her fiery green gaze was the only answer he received.
Marcus bent and retrieved
his sword. It seemed ages ago that they first climbed the hill. In their
passionate frenzy the sword had been carelessly flung aside. He fastened
it to his waist. "Tomorrow when you're released, your horse will be returned
to you. Your horse and your weapons. I'm sure you'll have use of them."
With that, he turned and stalked down the hill.
*****
Not surprisingly, the
Emperor had requested the presence of Gabrielle the next evening. What
both surprised and troubled her was that while one guard bound her hands
behind her back, the other one turned to Soria. "You too. Caesar wants
you both."
When she and Soria were led into Nero's residence, every one of Gabrielle's senses was offended. Roman orgies were a disgusting display of gluttony and crudity. In a quick survey of the hall, she observed the lecherous looks that middle aged men gave in response to the suggestive gyrations of half clothed, dancing slave girls. Several guests had passed out either from too much wine or overeating, or a combination of both. Gabrielle wondered how Marcus could be a part of this.
She glanced around the hall, trying to catch sight of him. He stood between two lounging guests, one was an older looking gentleman that Gabrielle assumed was a politician. He was far too old and withered to be a soldier. Next to him was a young woman, thin, not unattractive, dressed in the height of fashion and impeccably groomed. Gabrielle noticed her hand surreptitiously reach out and stroke Marcus' thigh. Her cheeks flamed involuntarily in outrage and she forced herself to look down only at her feet.
The crowd seemed to part around them and Gabrielle felt someone come up beside her. A hand gently grasped her elbow and she looked up into the grim face of Marcus who had extricated himself from the gropes of the Roman noblewoman. "Everything will be fine," he whispered furtively and led her forward.
Gabrielle glanced behind her to Soria. From the look on her face, the girl appeared shocked and not a little confused by the displays of base depravity going on so casually about her.
With gentle pressure on her arm, Marcus signaled Gabrielle to stop. He strode forward and cleared a throng of people. When they had moved aside, Gabrielle got her very first look at Emperor Nero. She had always had a talent of assessing people quickly and her assessment of him sent a shiver through her. Marcus had not been nearly candid or irreverent enough in his description. Nero was as fair haired as Gabrielle was. As Marcus had told her, he wore a strange sort of dressing gown and scarf to hide his large belly and thick neck. He was shoeless and suspicious looking spots mottled his skin. From her position several feet away from him, Gabrielle caught a whiff of his foul odor. But his freakish physical appearance was nothing compared to what she saw behind his weak blue eyes. He was a strange mix of paradoxes. Brutal yet weak, sensual and erratic, extravagant, sadistic, and almost certainly deranged.
Marcus gestured to Gabrielle and Soria. "The prisoners, Caesar."
Nero's gaze slid from Gabrielle to Soria. "These are the two that attacked your men, Placidus?"
Marcus bowed his head in deference. "They are, Caesar."
Nero rose, an amused expression on his face. He strode forward and stood before Gabrielle and Soria, studying them. "Well, well, well. The bitches have bite, do they?"
Gabrielle almost gagged from his stench. Her head bent, she looked at Soria out of the corner of her eye. The girl was trying vainly to hold her breath. Gabrielle suspected that Nero realized this because he lingered a moment longer, as if trying to suffocate them before turning away.
"I've found the culprits responsible for the conflagration of Rome. That barbarian sect who call themselves Christians. Disgusting bunch of rabble. They would sooner give their devotion to one god, whom they believe has the power to raise himself and others from the dead, than to Rome. What power can this one god have against the might of Rome when we were able to crucify him?"
He glanced back at the two girls then looked at Marcus. "You have petitioned for their release, Placidus. And I'm inclined to grant your request. The Followers of Eli are nothing to me now. But these two are a different matter entirely. They attacked Roman troops. What reason can you give me that I should not feed them to the lions just for the sport of it?"
Marcus glanced at Gabrielle. "An excellent reason, Caesar. The Empire would lose one of its greatest Grecian poets."
Gabrielle cringed at how quickly Nero was able to change demeanors. In an instant he went from bemused threats to almost girlish giddiness. "A Grecian poet? One of these?"
Marcus moved beside Gabrielle, laying a hand on her shoulder. "This is Gabrielle, the Battling Bard of Poteidaia." Marcus turned his head slightly to address the room. "I'm sure our Greek Bard of Poteidaia would be honored to entertain you and your guests, Caesar."
Nero rubbed his chin in thought. "Yes," he mused. "That certainly might be more entertaining than an execution." He glanced at Gabrielle expectantly. "Well?"
Gabrielle was so shocked, so appalled that she was rooted to her spot. Marcus gently nudged her forward. Though it left her feeling sullied, Gabrielle bowed her head in a show of veneration to Nero. "Is there anything you prefer, Caesar? Romance? Adventure? A comedy?"
Nero took a seat, arranging himself in a comfortable position. "Oh, I don't think any audience could be disappointed with an epic adventure. Do entertain us!"
*****
Gabrielle was astonished
that she could still recite stories from memory that she had written thirty
years before. She spoke passionately, animatedly recounting the story of
Ulysses. Every eye in the hall was on her, holding their breath in anticipation
as she described how Ulysses attempted to string his bow to prove his identity.
She was revolted by the knowledge that the performance of her lifetime
had to be wasted on the likes of Nero.
When she was done, Nero leaped to his feet, applauding loudly. "Wonderful! Brilliant! You paint a vivid portrait. If only my mother could have heard you. Then she would not have been so critical of my tastes for Greek culture."
Because Gabrielle noticed Marcus slightly inclining his head behind Nero, she bowed her head. "You are too kind, Caesar."
Nero glanced eagerly at Soria, as if noticing her for the first time. "And your friend? Is she a poet too?"
"She's my student, Caesar." Gabrielle hoped the questions would end there.
But Nero was too delighted to not be inquisitive. "What has she taught you, girl?" Do you posses some talent that you could entertain us with?"
Thankfully, Soria spoke quickly, confidently and most important, she spoke respectfully. "She has taught me the art of the staff, Caesar."
Nero raised an eyebrow. "The staff?"
Soria nodded. "Defense. You seeÖI was orphaned. Without a father to protect my virtue, I had to take it upon myself. Gabrielle has been an excellent teacher."
"Tragic, tragic," Nero murmured. "The animals that men can be. Perhaps you and the Greek Bard would care to amuse us with a bout?"
The girl's smile was deceptively
sweet. "We are at your service, Caesar."
*****
Gabrielle restrained
herself with Soria. She could have easily beaten the girl but that would
not have sat well with Nero. He wanted to see a true contest of skills.
As they parried, Gabrielle began to realize that Soria was good. Very good. Probably better with a staff than she herself had been after only a few months of practice.
She allowed Soria to take the offensive a number of times, almost recklessly driving them both into the crowd. The guests quickly saw that it was prudent not to get too close and moved farther back. This created a direct path between them and Nero, a temptation that Gabrielle feared would be too great for Soria to resist.
Gabrielle quickly took the offensive again, deciding to end the bout quickly. She attempted the same move she had used on Soria when she had defended herself against the girl's attack in the cell. She spun, angling her stick for a sweep of the girl's feet. Soria was a quick study. Too quick. That move didn't fool her a second time. She leaped straight up. While still in mid-air, she raised her staff and delivered a solid blow to the bridge of Gabrielle's nose.
Gabrielle sprawled, landing on her back practically at Nero's feet. Her staff went rolling away. Soria swung her staff down so that it was positioned just above Gabrielle's heart, ready to deliver the "killing" blow. Gabrielle braced herself for a hard strike.
And then Soria hesitated, drawing back slightly to shift her weight to her other foot. From their angle, only Gabrielle could see Soria's tactical glance at Nero. The girl hesitated a moment longer, as if debating who she should strike.
Gabrielle held her breath. Don't do it, Soria. Don't do it. Her gaze implored the girl. She held perfectly still. If Soria made the slightest move towards Nero, Gabrielle was prepared to take her down with as much force as necessary.
As if on impulse, the girl stepped back and tapped Gabrielle's shoulder. She dropped her staff, then held out her hand to pull the defeated warrior to her feet.
Nero clapped enthusiastically, encouraging everyone else to do the same. "Inspirational! The student has surpassed the master."
Gingerly, Gabrielle touched the bridge of her nose. Nothing broken, but she felt blood beginning to trickle down to the corner of her mouth.
Soria bowed. "My victory is a tribute to my teacher, Caesar."
"And my pardon shall be
mine to you," Nero said. He turned to a man standing at his shoulder. "Why
can't we have more entertainment like this, Cassius? See to it."
And just as quickly as
his demeanor had changed earlier, Nero forgot all about Gabrielle and Soria,
now concentrating his efforts on finding "more interesting prisoners."
Marcus quickly whisked
Gabrielle and Soria out of the hall. "The Emperor reserves the right to
be fickle," Marcus had hissed in their ears. "Let's get you out of here
before he changes his mind."
*****
When she found Argo saddled
and waiting for her in the stables, Gabrielle almost wept. She could not
resist the impulse to raise herself on her tiptoes and throw her arms around
the mare's neck.
The cream colored mare snorted in greeting.
"A beautiful animal," Marcus commented. "Damnedest thing though. She wouldn't let anyone ride her."
"That's loyalty," Gabrielle said with an appreciative pat to Argo's shoulder.
Marcus said that he would accompany them to the prison to see the Elijians safely released. The three of them mounted up and made their way through the forest. It was slow going, there was no moon out that evening to help light the way. Several times, Marcus rode ahead to find the path, leaving the two girls alone.
On one of those occasions, Gabrielle took the opportunity to say to Soria: "I'm proud of you."
Soria looked across her spirited stallion's head to Gabrielle. "For what?"
"I know you wanted to kill Nero. I know you could have. But you resisted the temptation. For a moment there, I wasn't sure you would."
Soria shrugged. "Well, I thought about everything you told me. I never really believed any of it at first. But just as I was about to strike him I remembered what you said about stopping the cycle of violence and hatred. If I had killed Nero, it would have made me no better than he was. And my friends would have suffered for it. That wouldn't have served the greater good. And that's what we stand for, isn't it?"
Gabrielle smiled in bemusement. "We?"
Soria reigned her horse around to face Gabrielle. "Yes. I admire you, Gabrielle. And not just because you fight. It's the way you fight. You have such courage and compassion and wisdom. I want to be just like you."
Gabrielle shook her head skeptically. "Soria, are you sure you know what you're asking for?"
The girl shook her head. "No. I would be a fool if I said I did, wouldn't I?"
Gabrielle said nothing.
Marcus returned. "I found the path up ahead. We're nearly there." He glanced at Gabrielle. Something silent passed between them that Soria caught.
Considerately, she turned her horse around. "I'm going to ride ahead. You can catch up with me."
He glanced in Soria's direction as she rode off. "Your friend seems slightly more tolerant of me than when we first met. You've had a positive influence on her."
"I don't think she quite believed me when I told her you were a decent and honorable man. She's stubborn as a mule, but I think she's finally learning to trust my judgment."
Marcus smiled almost shyly and looked down at his hands clutching the reins. "I want to thank you, Gabrielle. I'll always cherish what we had. And I want to apologize. I realize now that we were never meant to be. We have very different ideas of duty and loyalty."
"We're not so different, Marcus," she said wisely. "You're a good man. I just don't think you've asked yourself what price you're willing to pay for your duty and loyalty." She sighed wearily. "But anyway, I don't think this is the time or place for another philosophical debate. We don't see eye to eye and we probably never will. And that's sad. I suppose all there is left to say is thank you. For everything. For the consideration you showed my friends. And me. For that I'll always be grateful."
Marcus leaned forward
in the saddle and pressed his lips to her forehead chastely. He pulled
back and there was a mischievous smile on his face. "Now, let's catch up
with your friend before she decides to break in and free the prisoners
herself."
*****
As they neared the prison
gates, Marcus squinted in the darkness. "Something isn't right," he whispered
over his shoulder.
They moved closer toward the gates and with a touch of alarm, Gabrielle could see what was amiss. "Those aren't your men."
He shook his head. "No. They're Praetorians."
With a sinking feeling in her chest, Gabrielle turned to Soria. "Caesar's elite guard. Stay here," she ordered.
Soria nodded and Gabrielle and Marcus rode toward the gates.
"You! Praetorian!" Marcus called out. They reigned in their horses before the two guards at the gate. "What's the meaning of this? Where are my men?"
The guards saluted. "We were ordered not to let anyone pass in or out of the gates, General."
Marcus' voice deepened to a guttural and threatening tone. "What the hell are you talking about? This is my prison. Caesar has pardoned the Elijians and I'm here to set them free. Get out of my way."
Gabrielle's spine tingled. She felt them being surrounded. Furtively, she reached for the hilt of her sword should it become necessary.
"I'm afraid that's not possible, Placidus," came a voice out of the darkness.
Gabrielle and Marcus both turned in their saddles. Surrounding them were a dozen more Praetorians. One stepped into the center of the semi-circle to confront Marcus. "Emperor Nero has sent me to inform you that your Greek whore and her friend are free to go. But the Elijians are enemies of the state. They're to be held here to await execution."
"Otho, you damned fool," Marcus growled. "Caesar pardoned them. I heard it with my own ears."
"It's the Emperor's privilege to have a change of heart. I would strongly suggest that you dismount and surrender your weapon. The girl should turn around and ride away. Anything else will be considered an act of treason."
Marcus let this sink in in angry, resentful silence. He glanced at Gabrielle and saw her hand resting on the hilt of her sword. "This isn't about the Elijians, is it, Otho? This is a test. Nero is using the Elijians to test my allegiance to him. Do you doubt my loyalty, Otho? After all we went through together in Gaul and Spain?"
Otho drew his blade halfway out of its scabbard. "It's not my place to question the motivations of the Emperor. I have my orders. Surrender now!"
"Like hell I will!" Marcus spat and drew his sword.
Gabrielle reacted quickly. As she drew the katana she spurred Argo forward, knocking two Praetorians on their backs before they could charge Marcus. She turned just in time to see Marcus deliver a vicious downward slash with his sword, cutting down one of the guards. Six more men surrounded him and Marcus swung at them wildly.
Gabrielle saw Otho raise his arm, leveling a crossbow at Marcus. She tossed her sword into her left hand and pulled her chakram. Precious seconds were lost when the two guards she had knocked aside charged at her, their swords raised over their heads. With an animal-like cry, Gabrielle delivered a savage backhand stroke with her sword, nearly severing the heads off of the two men. She felt the warm stickiness of their blood spray her bare arms and legs as they crumpled to the ground, dead.
She tossed the chakram at Otho, cutting off three of his fingers in the split second after he had fired the crossbow. Otho yelled out in pain, dropping the crossbow. The arrow struck Marcus in his left shoulder. Gabrielle could see him recoil from the impact and gasp for breath.
She kicked Argo hard, charging the mare forward. She shot her right hand up and snatched the chakram out of the air as she saw Marcus swing again, slashing a man open from shoulder to belly.
"Reinforcements!" Otho screamed frantically while clutching his mutilated hand.
As Gabrielle galloped by, she brought her sword down on his neck, killing him instantly.
The gates swung open and dozens of men poured out. They divided themselves, half encircling Marcus, the other half intent on stopping Gabrielle from coming to his defense. Marcus was dragged from the saddle but he refused to surrender his sword.
Enraged and blind to the odds against them, Gabrielle still spurred Argo forward, ferociously cutting down every man that got in her way. She saw half a dozen men leap at Marcus, finally prying the sword from his hand. Marcus dropped to his knees as the six men fell upon him, beating him with their fists.
"Gabrielle, go!" she heard him shout as three men formed a blockade between her and Marcus.
"No!" she screamed back, taking down the first man who rushed at her.
"Dammit, go!" he ordered, his voice getting fainter as he was crushed under a hail of fists.
It was almost as if Argo had a mind of her own when the mare turned and cut a path through the men swarming around them. For a moment Gabrielle had the impulse to wrench the reins so hard that the horse would have no choice but to turn back.
But as she galloped away, her rage abated slightly and her mind was able to clear a little. There was nothing she could do. Marcus was probably already dead and she would be too if she went charging back to fight. And she still had an obligation to the Elijians imprisoned back there. What good would it do them if she got herself killed in a fight that at this point would have been only for the sake of vengeance? That was why Marcus sent her away. If she was killed, the prisoners lives were surely forfeit to a torturous death.
But she would save them
and avenge Marcus, she silently promised. No matter what the cost, she
was about to go to war against Nero.
*****
Gabrielle and Soria ran
to the hills like bandits. At first, Soria was frightened by the wild look
in Gabrielle's eyes. Her friend was covered in so much blood that Soria
was sure that she had sustained a wound. Gabrielle assured her in a flat
voice that she was fine.
Stoically, Gabrielle told Soria what had happened. Rather than erupting in rage, Soria felt a cold fear for her naïve yet noble minded brother, Joseph. He was the only family she had left and she would lay down her life if it would spare his. And her friends, fated to meet the same end as her brother. Hadn't they all suffered enough? In a rush of clarity, Soria at last completelyunderstood what Gabrielle had meant by the cycle of hate. When would it all end?
As the sun began to rise, Soria sat on the banks of the creek they had camped near, on watch as Gabrielle bathed, washing the blood off of herself. The warrior had said very little after recounting the story of Nero's treachery. Soria was patient, knowing Gabrielle was wrestling with her own demons. Recently, she had begun to speak a little about her past and Soria knew that she had lost someone very dear to her not long ago. And now Marcus was most likely dead. Soria suspected that Gabrielle had deeper feelings for him than she cared to admit. The girl felt a sharp stab of pity for her new friend. All Gabrielle really wanted was peace and she could not seem to break free of the violence.
Gabrielle rose and emerged from the creek. Soria waited until she had dressed before she spoke. "So what are we going to do now?"
"Wearen't going to do anything," Gabrielle snapped as she laced up her boot. "You're going to hide here while I ride down towards Amphipolis. There's someone I need to see."
Soria shook her head calmly. "No. I'm going with you."
"I don't have time to argue this with you, Soria. This isn't-."
"This isn't what? This isn't my fight? It's as much my fight as it is yours. Maybe even more so. That's my brother in that jail. If you think that I'm going to sit back and wait while he's about to be crucified, you're mistaken."
Gabrielle cast a challenging,
almost threatening look at Soria, but the girl would not back down and
Gabrielle relented. "All right," she muttered. "But we're heading out soon.
Be ready."
*****
They rode hard and fast,
making it to Amphipolis before the morning was too old. Gabrielle had explained
to Soria that too many people knew her here. It was safer for everyone
concerned if they slipped into the village undetected. They approached
through the forest. Finally Gabrielle reigned in her horse on the outskirts
of Amphipolis and Soria looked around and gaped.
"This is it? This is what we came for? I thought you were coming here to raise an army."
Gabrielle hopped down off of Argo. "I did."
"Gabrielle, this is a tomb. It doesn't take a Roman general to figure out that the dead can't fight the living."
"Well, that depends upon how you look at it," Gabrielle told her curtly. She strode towards the tomb entrance and stopped, looking almost afraid to go inside.
"This is where your friend rests, isn't it?" Soria asked, the sudden realization flooding her with regret for speaking so callously. "The Warrior Princess?"
With her back to her, Gabrielle nodded. "Yes." She took two more steps forward and hesitated. As if steeling herself, Gabrielle took a deep breath. "Wait here." She disappeared inside the tomb.
Gabrielle felt weak and dizzy as the cold, damp air of the tomb hit her. It was so quiet and peaceful that she almost envied the three people that lay here. Her life had been anything but those things. It seemed that the harder she wished for peace, the more it eluded her.
She moved towards the two coffins that lay in the tomb. Each time she returned, she paid her tributes to both Lyceus and Cyrene. It was what Xena would have wanted. She lay her hands on both coffins and tried to surround the spirits of Xena's brother and mother with silent veneration. Even if she could think of the words to say right then, Gabrielle was afraid that if she opened her mouth she would either be sick or weep uncontrollably. Or perhaps both.
When she was done, she stepped back and her eyes began to search the far wall of the tomb until she found what she was looking for. Hand outstretched, Gabrielle stumbled forward and caressed a loose stone in the wall. Behind that stone she had laid the ashes of her beloved friend to rest. She knew that there were still many people out there who coveted even the remains of Xena, Warrior Princess. And rather than see Xena so dishonored, Gabrielle had chosen to hide her ashes in a niche where no other mortal would think to look.
She pressed both her palms against the stone, hoping it's cold smoothness would somehow offer her comfort. She could almost feel Xena, hear Xena speaking to her and tears welled in her eyes. "I'm sorry," she whispered. "I just don't know what else to do."
Gabrielle stepped back and swallowed hard. She inhaled deeply to regain her composure and then called out in a strong yet shaky voice: "Ares." She glanced over her shoulder. "Ares, I know you're here. Answer me."
She saw the flash of blue light out of the corner of her eye and spun. There before here, stood Ares, God of War. They had not seen one another since long before Xena's death. Their mutual grief had not drawn them closer together. Both Gabrielle and Ares felt they reserved the right to a special kind of mourning. Each regarded the other's lament begrudgingly, as if a defilement of their own personal grief.
Ares studied her curiously. "Amazing." He nodded towards the niche in the wall. "She's the only one that could ever do that. Did Xena teach you something that I don't know about?"
Gabrielle shook her head. "No."
He cocked his head to one side and stroked his beard absently. "Then how did you know I was here?"
She gave him a sorrowful look. "Because it's where Icome to mourn too."
His cool exterior melted and he turned away. "You could have told me yourself."
"You knew. You didn't need me to tell you anything. And I just couldn't faceÖ" she trailed off into silence.
He drew his sword and turned back to her, angry. "What? You couldn't face what? The cold hearted bastard?"
She shook her head. "No. NoÖIÖ" She covered her eyes with both hands. "It was just too much."
With a frustrated snarl, Ares slashed through the air with his sword. Then he stopped and contemplated her, not exactly out of concern, but in some bizarre, twisted kind of way, he felt he owed her something. "So if you can't stand to look at me then what are you doing here?"
Gabrielle lowered her hands from her face. Ares felt uneasy at the sight of her tears. If she was looking for consolation from him, she was even crazier than he thought.
"I came because I need your help."
Ares laughed out loud. He had to hand it to the little bard. He hadn't laughed in months. "You need myhelp? You-asking Ares, God of War for help?"
Gabrielle's expression was so deadly serious that the sly grin fell from his face. "I'm going up against Nero. He lied to me in order to destroy a friend of mine. And now he intends to execute some Elijians that I've sworn to protect."
"And?"
"And I'm not going to let that happen."
Ares tugged at his ear musingly. "With my help, of course."
She gave a slight shrug.
He circled her slowly, a smug expression playing across his face. Clearly Ares was taking great pleasure in this. "Even discounting the fact that you and I have never had much use for one another, I don't have a lot of interest in saving a pack of Elijians."
"Ares, Nero is the one who set fire to Rome. He was clearing land so that he could build his Domus Aurea."
He shrugged tiredly. "His Golden Palace. So?"
She frowned. "One of your temples was destroyed in that fire. Nero destroyed yourtemple simply because it was in his way."
Ares flinched. Oh, the little wench knew just what card to play with him, his ego. "And if I did agree to help you, what's in it for me?"
"What do you want?"
He pressed his lips together, regarded her thoughtfully for a moment and then his gaze slid to the niche in the wall. "Well, I can't have what I reallywant. But I suppose I'll have to settle for the next best thing. You pale by comparison though, almost like expecting a trip to Elysia and winding up in plain, old Poteidaia."
"Then we're agreed?"
He leveled his gaze at her. Gabrielle was suspicious of what seemed to be genuine concern in his dark eyes. "Think about it, Gabrielle. Think about what this means for you. Is this what you really want?" Oddly, Ares reached out to touch her.
She stepped back, out of his reach. "What I want doesn't matter. The lives of those people are what's important."
Ares studied her a long
moment, then grinned devilishly. He held his arms wide in a magnanimous
gesture. "Then you've got your war. It's pretty ironic, don't you think?
Who would have reallythought all those years ago that it would be
Gabrielle, Warrior Queen?"
*****
Gabrielle came out of
the tomb, a sick expression on her face.
Soria rushed to her side. "You were gone so long! I was beginning to worry. Are you all right?"
Unable to answer, Gabrielle
lurched away. Rather than try to comfort her, Soria held back. She didn't
really know Gabrielle all that well, but she knew enough to realize that
the warrior was too proud for anyone to see her vomiting in the bushes.
*****
Dark clouds had rolled
in behind the army of five thousand when they descended from the hills.
Faint but ominous thunder boomed rhythmically in the distance. The air
seemed still, as if holding its breath in anticipation of the coming storm.
The birds had ceased chirping, not even a blade of grass stirred. Gabrielle
seemed aware of none of it and yet aware of all of it at the same time.
It was a different Gabrielle, Soria noted with a touch of fear. This was not the Gabrielle that Soria had come to know, the Gabrielle that would turn her face to the sun simply for the pleasure of basking in it's warmth and glow, the Gabrielle that had the ability to tame a hostile crowd with the purity and beauty of her poetry, the Gabrielle that had taught Soria that true courage did not come from using a sword but fromnotusing one. That Gabrielle was gone now, replaced with the cold, hard warrior with a narrow focus that divided the world into two irrefutable categories. Enemy and ally.
Soria wondered which category Gabrielle fit her into. Until a few hours ago, she had been a friend, perhaps even a bit of a confidante. But in those eerie hours between leaving the tomb of the Warrior Princess and taking command of a fully equipped army in the hills over the prison, Gabrielle had shoved her aside, rendered her insignificant. Stay out of my way, the warrior growled just before she swung up into the saddle of her black as night war horse.
The horse had been the first of their arguments. Soria had suggested, pleaded, then finally resorted to threats to convince Gabrielle to leave Argo behind. She had feared for the well being of the gentle mare. If Gabrielle was intent on getting herself killed, Soria was not about to let her take an innocent creature with her. You'll take this horse over my dead body.That had given Gabrielle pause. She genuinely seemed to consider that option. Almost as if in impulse, she finally spun and marched away, choosing a horse named Titan to carry her into the battle.
At first, Soria had been
tempted to heed Gabrielle's warning and stay out of her way. She had no
desire to witness the once gentle poet's descent and surrender to savagery.
Gabrielle was someone that she had learned to admire for her intelligence,
compassion and nobility. It was easier to turn her back and run away. But
the cowardice of Soria's thoughts instantly shamed her. Gabrielle had taught
her so much that the very least Soria owed her was friendship and a voice
to serve as her conscience when she feared Gabrielle would need it most.
*****
Though Soria knew nothing
about battles, it was evident this had been a crushing and bloody defeat
for the Romans. No surprise there, she thought cynically. Gabrielle's army
had outnumbered them ten to one. The bloodied and mutilated corpses of
the Praetorian guard littered the courtyard. Soria began searching the
faces of the bodies, looking for signs of life. One man had been stabbed
in the back, obviously running away. She shook her head and moved to the
next man, the putrid smell of death already assailing her nostrils. The
bile rose in her throat but she swallowed against it. She saw a small twitch
of movement in the fingers of the Roman she knelt beside. Alive or just
a post-mortem spasm? Clutching him by the shoulder, she rolled him onto
his back, only to be confronted by dark, terror-stricken eyes that were
very much alive.
"Don't kill me," he whispered.
Soria glanced around. Men were sorting through the bodies in the courtyard, anyone that still clung tenuously to life was finished off with a sword. A few weeks ago she would have delighted at the prospect of seeing a Roman suffer. Ironically, all she felt now was horror at such a grotesque waste of life. Gabrielle's influence, no doubt. Even more ironic. "I'm not going to kill you," she said gently. "Can you walk?" She crooked his arm around her neck and with a grunt of exertion pulled him to his feet. Soria half dragged him into a doorway, laying him gently on his back. "Where are you hurt?"
"My side."
She tore his tunic to get a look at his wound. It was a deep and bloody gash from his ribcage to his hip. It would need to be stitched, but he would survive.
His dry, cracked lips moved as he struggled to speak. "Water."
Soria nodded slowly. Unconsciously, she laid her palm against his cheek. "I'll find some water. Be right back."
She went to the well in the courtyard, drawing a bucket, running back to the Roman so fast that half the contents sloshed out, drenching her shoes. When she returned, two of Gabrielle's men were hauling the soldier roughly to his feet as Gabrielle stood by.
"Tie him up with the others," she ordered.
The wounded man let out a cry of agony as Gabrielle's men began to drag him off by the forearms.
Soria dropped the bucket of water and ran forward, blocking their path. She held up her hands. "Gabrielle, this man is hurt. His wound needs to be treated."
The warrior glared coldly. "In a few hours his wound will be the least of his worries."
"Out of the way!" The burlier of the two men reached out and roughly shoved Soria aside.
She stumbled, sprawling in the dirt. Gabrielle pivoted to walk away, then abruptly turned back and leaned down, extending her hand. Soria swiped at her resentfully. "I don't need any help from you!"
She gained to her feet and dusted herself off methodically. When she was done, Soria looked around, absorbing the gruesome scene in the yard. "What are you planning to do with those men you've taken prisoner?"
"Drop it, Soria. I'm warning you."
She grabbed Gabrielle's arm roughly. "No. I have a right to know!"
The warrior's jaw clenched. "I'm sending a message to Nero. 'An eye for an eye.'
Soria's jaw dropped in horror. "You plan on burning them to death." Deep furrows appeared in her brow as she attempted to sort out the logic of such an act. "I'm having a problem with your vision here. I thought the point of all this was to free the Elijians."
Gabrielle averted her gaze. "If Nero sees his own guard die the same way it might make him think twice about going after the Elijians again."
"Or it might infuriate him to the point that he doubles his efforts against us. When is this all going to end? You told me to stop the cycle of hatred and all I see youdoing is perpetuating it."
Gabrielle gripped her shoulders. "This is war! What did you expect? Your brother and the rest of his followers would have been dead by tomorrow morning if I hadn't freed them."
Soria wrenched free. "If they knew the price of their freedom I'm sure they would have chosen death. You're no better than Nero is. It's probably better that Xena isdead. If she could see what you've become-."
Gabrielle's lip curled back to display a row of even, white teeth and she lashed out, backhanding the girl with a ferocious, primal snarl.
Soria's head snapped in
the direction of the blow but she refused to be felled by it. She held
herself very still, biting her lip against the pain, fighting the tears
stinging the corners of her eyes. When she was once again in control, she
turned back to Gabrielle, her gaze burning with disappointment and resentment.
"Xena would be disgusted to see the butcher you've turned into." She turned
and walked away.
*****
This is insanity,
Soria thought to herself as she crossed the courtyard. This wasn't
a rescue mission, this was cold, swift, brutal vengeance. Soria doubted
the Elijians even came into play in Gabrielle's mind. This was retribution
for Marcus. And more than that, it was her rage finally erupting to the
surface over the loss of her Warrior Princess. Gabrielle felt she was fated
to walk through the rest of her life alone and she was going to make the
world pay. They were going to feel her suffering.
She hesitated beside the well she had drawn water from before. Damned if she was going to turn into the kind of monster Gabrielle had become. Though it might cost her own life, Soria was going to try to alleviate at least a small amount of suffering.
Drawing more water from the well, she carried it over to the dozens of men chained together like animals. At first they regarded her offer of the dipper of water with suspicion, eyeing it as if it might contain poison. But their thirst soon overcome their misgivings and they drank greedily, sending Soria back to the well three more times before she was halfway done.
"Doesn't make any sense," one of the Gabrielle's soldiers said with a snicker that cut like a knife. "They're all dead men anyway."
Compassion still makes sense, Soria thought to herself as she carried the empty bucket back to the well. Gabrielle had taught her that much.
She leaped as thunder cracked overhead. The skies had darkened to a foreboding gray and thick raindrops began to spatter down with an audible plop as they hit the ground. Already her arms were beginning to ache from carrying the water. Reaching the long line of doomed men, she dropped the bucket with a tired groan and plunged the dipper in. She drew it out and offered it to the next man in line.
He was only half conscious, his chin resting on his chest and Soria inspected him a little more carefully. Blood caked his hair and she could see the bruises blackening his arms. She could see the festering wound on his left shoulder through his torn tunic. Oddly, his wounds appeared older than the fresh ones the other men had just sustained. Soria touched his chin gently to raise his head to drink, getting a look at the damage that had been done to him. His face covered in dried, brown blood was disfigured almost beyond recognition. His lips and left eye were swollen to twice their size and his nose had been broken. But there was something familiar in his one good eye. It's shade of pale blue stirred something familiar in her. She paused, trying to jog her memory. Slowly, recognition dawned on her face. "Marcus Placidus!"
The right side of his mouth attempted to lift in an attempt at a weak smile of acknowledgment. Soria laid a delicate hand against his cheek. "Marcus, don't you recognize me?" She wet the sleeve of her blouse and used it to carefully wipe his face.
The cold water helped bring Marcus around and he focused on her blearily. "MmmmÖthe pugnacious kid."
Despite the incongruity of it, Soria laughed. "That's right. It's me. Soria." She gained to her feet and turned to the guard who had laughed so callously at her before. "Cut him free!" she demanded against a loud clap of thunder.
"What's that?"
"I said cut him free!" she said raising her voice to be heard over thunder and pelting rain that had just begin to fall. "Now! He isn't one ofÖone of them."
The guard glanced over at Marcus and back at Soria, a bemused expression on his face. "He looks just as dead as the rest."
Soria hadn't even stopped to consider her next move. Instinctively, she brought her foot back and kicked him hard b