The Xena and Gabrielle XXX Scrolls
The Xena and Gabrielle XXX Scrolls is a series of ALTERNATE writings which cover the same issues from both the Warrior Princess and her Bard's point of view. Each part is a story unto itself, and some will follow along with various episodes of the series, while others may not. Most, if not all, of the scrolls will feature explicit sex, and each will contain its own specific disclaimer. Enjoy!
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The Xena and Gabrielle XXX Scrolls:
Part 2Coming Clean
By Shana and Kye
Disclaimer: Xena and Gabrielle do not belong to us. We are just borrowing them for a while, and will return them all unharmed, although Xena and Gabrielle will be a lot happier. Any other characters, Mantra, Alantidus, etc. belong to the bards, in some form or another.
Violence: Nope, maybe a hint, but nothing gruesome.
Language: Some, including the dreaded f word. Xena felt the need.
Sex: Uh...yep! Just a wee bit, but it's leading up to much more. You know the rhetoric, if females having sex with other females offends you, OR if you are under the age of 18, best be moseying along. There's a small amount of male/female sex hinted at as well.
Spoilers: Ulysses, The Price, Sins of the Past.
Author's Notes: There are two scrolls for each part of the series. One is from Xena's point of view; the other is from Gabrielle's point of view. One of the authors believes Xena and Gabrielle were lovers on the show. The other doesn't, but has a healthy imagination. Can you figure out which is which?
Coming CleanXenas Scroll
The Horde. The moment I realized we were up against, I felt ice water run through my veins. Gods, I had been so close to what I wanted for so long, and suddenly realized what I was asking for just wasn't a possibility. My past was going to make sure of it.
I had loved Gabrielle for some time. And recently, that love had deepened and changed. I suppose it was gradual, but I had finally admitted it to myself just before that mess with Ulysses. I loved the bard more than I have ever loved anyone.
I know why I resisted for so long that part was easy to figure out. I have always been attracted to young innocents, and had broken a string of hearts from here to Chin. Gabrielle was different though, different from all the others. I didn't want to break her heart, making promises I had no intention of keeping. I had kept the others around because I enjoyed the feeling of power I had over them. But I didn't want that power over Gabrielle. I didn't want to break her spirit. She was way too special for that.
So there I was on Ulysses' ship, wondering if Gabrielle could possibly have any feelings for me. I tried the oldest trick in the scroll seeing if I could make Gabrielle jealous. Instead of being jealous over the affection I showed Ulysses, she encouraged it! Said she wanted us to be together! Gods, what an idiot I felt like! I was so grateful that Ulysses gave me an excuse to exit gracefully a wife. So I averted that disaster, but was still left with a hurting heart and hidden feelings.
It wasn't long after that when another opportunity arose. A beautiful river, gorgeous weather, and no definite plans. I talked Gabrielle into some fishing and that night, at the campfire, I was going to open my heart to her.
But no, that wasn't to be either. The Horde arrived. I told Gabrielle I'd do what I had to do to get us out of there, but she couldnt understand. Of course not. I couldn't understand. I couldn't understand how easily I slipped into my old role as a bloodthirsty tyrant. When the men in the fort began chanting my name, the pleasure rippled through my body like an orgasm. I found myself staring at my young partner, as my first thoughts were to draw out these feelings by a night of conquest over her. Thank the gods her look of shock and horror brought me out of the daze! I'm a monster. And
Gabrielle is good and pure. If I truly loved her, I'd spare her my violent lust and keep it to myself. Maybe I just needed to get laid to alleviate my building desire. Yeah, a good casual fuck would take the edge off. And if that werent an option, I'd settle for my own fingers and some erotic harmless thoughts of the golden-haired bard. It wasn't exactly satisfying, but it was the most I could risk. All the work I had done to make Gabrielle see how much I cared about her was undone in that fort.
So now we're a few hours away from Pergos. We need supplies, and I promised Gabrielle a good night's sleep in an inn. I considered teasing her about her request, pretending I didn't really want to give in to her, but lately she had begun punctuating requests with running her hands up and down my arms and making those little pouting faces that did crazy things to my insides. With the state I was, I wisely just agreed.
I know a lot of people in Pergos, and it was a town I passed through often, and never had any trouble with. I planned on getting Gabrielle settled at the inn, then visiting a few of my old haunts. Surely there was someone who would be more than glad to take care of my needs. No sense in the comfort of being in a warm, soft bed with her over-relaxing me. I can distance myself from Gabrielles touch in our bedrolls at night; I just slide into mine like it's a cocoon, but sharing the same bed doesn't give me the same protection.
Zeus, she's insisting we take baths before we even enter Pergos! What is it with her and baths lately? If I didn't know better, I'd think she knows what seeing her body does to me and she's purposely trying to egg me on! I know I probably don't smell the greatest right now, but what does she care? Taking baths requires removing our clothes and more Tartarus for me.
And there she is, naked as the day she was born. Son of a Bacchae, she is so beautiful! Her fingers pry at my armor, to get me to join her. Oh my little bard, how you have changed! My mind flits back to when we first began traveling together. She was so modest about nudity! I remember the first time I undressed in front of her; her face changed to more shades of red than I could identify. Now, I know I have a good body; I've had enough comments on it to know it's pleasing to the eye. But I couldn't resist asking Gabrielle if there was a problem. She had stammered something about "formed by the gods" and turned away. But she kept peeking I saw her.
"I can do it myself!" I snapped, and then eased up with, "Go ahead and jump in." She looked the tiniest bit hurt, then grinned and shrugged and dove into the lake. My fingers felt awkward as I undressed. I couldn't tell her I didn't want her near me because the scent of my arousal was SO obvious even over the dirt and the grime. I waited until she was completely submerged before I pulled the shift over my head and dove in to the cool water. I didn't want her to see my hardened, enflamed nipples. No sense in stirring up embarrassing questions!
I survived the bath, somehow, and told her I was going to brush down Argo while she finished up. She splashed me once, with a giggle, and then headed back out toward the center of the pond. I bent over to pick up my saddlebag and obtain some dry breeches when I felt something strike me on my backside. I whirled to see Gabrielle grinning at me, the wet sponge she had thrown at my feet. What a tease! It's like her every action is designed to make me lose control. She was standing in the pond, the water lapping just below her perfectly rounded breasts, her blonde hair slicked back over her graceful shoulders, her eyes sparkling with playfulness. It was if Aphrodite had formed her with her two hands. I clenched my teeth and scowled at her. I had to act irritated, or I know she would have continued to torment me.
She waved a hand at me, saying something about my being no fun, but I could tell she wasn't angry. I dressed in relative peace on the FAR side of Argo, and busied myself grooming my horse as Gabrielle emerged from the water and dressed. I answered her questions, but didn't chance actually looking at her. I knew I had to spend a little time away from her, before I did something we'd both regret.
We arrived in Pergos as the sun dipped down over the horizon, and our stomachs growled in unison. Gabrielle would have gladly stopped at the first tavern we came to, but I encouraged her to pass it by for another place down the street. The first tavern was rough, full of undesirables that I'd rather Gabrielle not see. I would head there first thing after I knew Gabrielle was settled in.
I directed her to another tavern, and introduced her to the innkeeper, Mantra, who is someone I've known for years. Mantra had a grandmotherly appearance, and was a charming old lady whom I knew Gabrielle would be taken with immediately. I was right. We shared a meal of fried chicken, which was delicious, and then Mantra handed us a key to our room. Together, Gabrielle and I walked upstairs to get settled in.
My bard approved of the accommodations. The large window overlooked the main street of Pergos, and there was always plenty of activity to keep one occupied. The room we were in was large and clean. The bed dominated the western wall, and I couldn't help but notice how soft it looked. Shaking my head, I asked Gabrielle if she was tired. She was, as I figured. A big meal always made her sleepy. I told her to go ahead and settle into bed and I was going to take care of Argo, and would be up later. She agreed to that, thankfully. But as she began undressing for bed, I had to leave her abruptly. My situation was careening out of control and I had to make a separation and quick.
I don't know if she noticed my hasty recovery, but as I exited the inn, I chanced a glance up toward the room. She was standing there, at the window, holding a towel to her bare chest and seemingly watching for me. She waved, grinned, and turned away before I could respond. Scant seconds later, I saw the towel hit the windowpane. Once again, I had to fight back a strong reaction in my body. The thought struck me again that she was deliberately trying to tempt me, but I shook my head to clear it of those thoughts. That wasn't Gabrielle's style at all. Surely she wasn't aware what she was doing to me!
I made sure Argo was settled in at the stable, and made my way to the tavern we had avoided earlier, grateful it was too far away to be seen from the tavern Gabrielle was in. Oh yeah, this place is just as I remember it, dark, seedy, and full of the kind of people I tried to separate myself from when I was with Gabrielle. I heard the murmur when I entered, but just took a seat along the back wall, where I could see everything and everyone. I wasn't sure what I was in the mood for that night.
"Hermodites," I said with a nod, as the warrior approached. He grinned down at me, and then sat down next to me, without being invited. Some people I wouldn't let get by with that, but Hermodites and I went way back, and we had always enjoyed a friendly relationship. "How ya' doing, Xena?" He asked me. "It's been a long time." I conversed with him for a while, as I watched the people around us. He wasn't a possibility. I had him in my bed once, and let's say he had a tendency to get over-excited. No, I needed someone with stamina tonight. The throb between my thighs was going to take a long time to get rid of. The barmaid brought me a mug of port, and her fingers brushed mine when she insisted on handing it to me. I looked at her more thoroughly and smiled slightly. Not bad. She had curly red hair, and big brown eyes. There was just a touch of freckles dusting her fair features. And the cleavage she displayed was more than ample. I had been thinking about searching out a man tonight, hoping a good hard pounding would alleviate softer thoughts of Gabrielle, but maybe I'd change my mind and go for a more delicate touch. There had been plenty of men approaching me, but a raised eyebrow and "the look" was enough to send them scurrying. Most of them were too dirty, and I prefer to fuck someone who has all their teeth.
Then HE entered. Several pairs of eyes turned to watch the new man's entrance, and mine was one of them. He was tall and lean, with long dark hair and a tanned, handsome face. He was dressed in billowing clothes, with a long curved sword by his side. He looked every bit a pirate, but since Pergos was by no means a sea-town, I assumed that was his regular dress of choice. He smiled at a couple of men who approached him, apparently recognizing him. Then his eyes locked with mine.
He read my signals correctly, and in a moment had approached me. I subtly elbowed Hermodites as the newcomer made his approach, and my old friend wisely took his leave. "Mind if I sit here?" asked the stranger, and I shrugged noncommittally.
His name was Alantidus, and he was indeed, the captain of a ship. He had been escorting some important cargo to Athens, and was now on his way back to his ship. I asked him what kind of important cargo only needs one man to watch it, and he shrugged with a grin, displaying perfect white teeth. "She seemed pretty important to her father," he said with a rakish gleam.
Alantidus was intriguing and we sat and talked for some time. He was brazen, which is a quality I don't always admire, but in him, it was a roguish charm that appealed to me very much. Kind of reminded me of Ares. I was tired of the teasing though, and leaned in a little closer, asking him if he had any plans for the night. Our lips had just met when I heard a disturbance in the front of the tavern.
Gods! What was she doing here? Gabrielle looked as out of place here as I would in church. I felt my anger rising, then a thought occurred to me. Gabrielle wouldn't have sought me out if there wasn't something wrong. "Where ya' going?" Alantidus protested when I stood, but I put a hand on his shoulder and assured him I wouldn't be gone long.
I studied Gabrielle carefully as I watched her approach, and she certainly didn't seem to be in any distress. I could feel eyes boring into us from all over the room, and my temper was flairing again. I took her by the arm and pulled her to a darkened corner, demanding with a hiss to know why she was there. She shrugged sassily and said something about not being so tired after all. I told her we needed to leave, now, but she jerked her arm away. "No, Xena, I want to stay for a while. I can take care of myself."
It was a test! It had to be! Gabrielle doesn't normally taunt me like this, but she just looked at me saucily and flounced off, toward the bar. My eyes followed her every movement, and it was easy to see with my peripheral vision, that mine weren't the only ones.
Something took my arm, and I turned to see Alantidus. I let him pull me back to my original seat, but suddenly didn't want to focus on him anymore. Dashing as he was, he was no comparison to the light haired vixen that was now openly teasing me. Alantidus buried his face in the curve of my neck, asking "Friend of yours?" I growled back something to the affirmative, and then caught the gleam in Gabrielle's eye. She was watching Alantidus and could that be a bit of jealousy in her green eyes? I smiled a wicked smile, and turned to Alantidus, giving him my full attention. Let's see if this gets a rise out of her!
He was a great kisser, and those hands they had ways of floating over me that enflamed spots that weren't supposed to be enflamed. I willed myself to concentrate on the physical sensations he was bringing about, determined to ignore the fact of any emotional connection I had was with another. The fact that this other was watching made it even more exciting. Oh yes, two could play this game!
His pleasure made itself known against my thigh, and he was whispering what he wanted to do to me when he took me upstairs, but I suddenly risked a glance toward the bar and Gabrielle was no longer there. My attention was diverted again, and with a hasty apology to Alantidus, I stood. Gabrielle was now seated with a group of men at a far table, and looking far less than comfortable. There were six men, each of them dirtier than the rest, and I recognized some of them. Definitely not her type. Knowing I wouldn't let them actually hurt her, I raised an eyebrow and smirked as I watched how she was going to get out of this one!
They tried to be charming at first, a trait that was overwhelmed by their stench, even from where I stood. They bought her a drink, and began to argue about who would take her upstairs first. Gabrielle was squirming uncomfortably, and her eyes caught mine, as they silently pleaded for help. I was very tempted to rescue her, but my anger at her defying me held me back. I'd let her suffer a few more minutes.
One of the men gathered up his courage, and ran a greasy hand up and down Gabrielle's arm. That was all I could take I wasn't planning on letting them actually TOUCH her. As I approached, I couldn't believe what I heard. Gabrielle was saying, "Sorry, but I can't. I'm already involved."
The men guffawed, commenting on no one letting a pretty little thing like her to hang out in a tavern like this. Gabrielle was nonplused though, and I know my eyes narrowed as she said, "I'm here to meet them."
I leaned against the wall, shocked and intrigued by the statement. What was she planning? Glancing around me, I saw no one with the exception on Alantidus who was even a distinct possibility of acting as her boyfriend. And she knew I had staked my claim on Alantidus. Surely she couldn't be planning
They were demanding to know whom, and I was expecting a hasty scramble of her eyes as she tried to pin down someone to serve as her beau. But she was looking at me! I couldn't help but glance over my shoulder to see if Alantidus was now standing behind me, but he was still seated, watching the development with amusement.
"Her," Gabrielle said simply.
The rest of the room seemed to swirl away as her glowing eyes locked with mine. I know my mouth opened in disbelief, but the look I saw on her face was one I had never seen before. She was confident, disarming, and so alluring I forgot to breathe for a second. I mentally shook myself to awareness as the men around her broke out into loud laughing, slapping each other on the back like they've never heard something so funny.
"Her? Xena?" I heard one of them, Clatrus, say. He had ridden with my army toward the end, and to be honest, had lived so hard, I was surprised to see he was still alive.
"Yes, her. Xena," Gabrielle replied, and I now had no doubt she was planning on using me in her ruse. I stared at her in disbelief. This was too much! I had reigned in my desire until it was a constant ache inside me, and now she was pushing me off a precipice I didn't know if I could survive. She smiled at me, confidently, and I'm not sure how my expression responded, but I'm sure it wasn't pleasant.
"Xena? With a little chit like you?" Clatrus was lost in laughs again as were the others around her.
"Yes, Xena," Gabrielle said again, and she hastily stood and made her way to my side.
"What are you doing?" I growled through clenched teeth as she took my hand and looked up at me with those pleading eyes.
She shrugged helplessly, and turned back to the men, her confidence restored. "So, I thank you for your offer gentlemen, but as you can see "
I could see some of them men elbowing each other and then one of them called out, "Prove it!"
Tired of this charade, and wanting to get Gabrielle out of there, I spoke. "She doesn't need to prove it."
"Oh, come on, Xena," one of the other men started. He was Darmon, a ne'er-do-well I had crossed paths with for years. "I've known you to take women in your bed, but you'll never convince me that this little blonde is your type."
I was incensed now. "Yeah?" I asked, taking a step forward. The menacing look I gave did its work well. The six stood in unison, their hands on their swords.
They were brave; I'll give them that. There was no doubt I could take them all with absolutely no difficulty. But Gabrielle had a hold of my arm, and gave it a squeeze. "Come on, Xena. I'm sorry I don't want you fighting over me."
I swallowed hard as I looked down into her distressed face. The game had gone too far. She realized that now. But the laughs of the six men were still taunting me, and I couldn't let the challenge lie. I just couldn't.
"Let's give them proof," I said with a feral smile. "It won't mean anything."
I bent over, intent on giving her a brief kiss that would shut up the noisy group. I'd kissed her before, a few times, usually under far more stressful situations, and was sure this would be no different. I brushed my lips quickly over her soft ones, then moved to straighten up, when suddenly, I felt her arms go around my neck pulling me down again. She stood on her tiptoes as she pressed her mouth to mine and her mouth opened immediately against mine. I felt the heat of her tongue tracing over my lips, and as a reflex, parted them. Her tongue was inside me immediately, in a most unchaste kiss.
Once again, everything in the background faded away as our lips parted and I found myself staring at her, trying to figure out what was going on. The men were silenced finally, and resumed their drinking and carousing. Alantidus slipped away, realizing he had lost his chance. All I was aware of was the soft little body still pressed against mine, and those sparkling emerald eyes drinking me in.
"Gabrielle " I finally managed to choke out." Lets go back to our room, Xena," she said softly. Still speechless, I let her lead me by the hand out of the tavern.
Coming CleanGabrielles Scroll
I seemed to have an immediate attraction to Xena that day she rescued my family and fellow villagers. She was very beautiful, but her willingness to defend the innocent even though she could be the fiercest of warriors is what drew me to her. Actually, I was very surprised when she finally let me stay with her. I knew she had to have some interest in me to allow me in her life. That was when my life truly began.
I have seen her fight her dark side so many times. This only makes me respect her more, but I hurt for her inward battle. I try my best to reassure her that no matter what, I want to stay by her side. Because in the end, she always chooses the greater good.
I knew without a doubt that I loved her ultimately after our experience with Ulysses. I tried to convince her that I didn't mind if she joined Ulysses she deserved a happy life, someone to love her and take care of her but that someone was supposed to be me.
I didn't know how to tell her, because compared to all the lovers she had, what did I have to offer her? Little sexual experience, I wasn't a great fighter, and I probably seemed like a kid to her. But I knew something I had that she hadn't experienced the most dedicated heart she could ever find, even if she traveled to the corners of the earth.
The love I had for this woman was indescribable. It was not only passionate, but I truly adored her. I would lay down my life for her in a heartbeat. And I knew it would never change. I can't express how relieved I was when Ulysses was reunited with his wife. I had never been so happy to set sail in my life. I had her back.
One of our most difficult times was just a few weeks back when I was literally scared beyond belief. My experience over the whole ordeal made me wonder if I was really tough enough to handle every situation. I was afraid, but worse than fear, I was alone-and that was the hardest part of all. Xena was there in body, but her personality changed and her warrior instinct overrode her usual loving heart towards me.
I had only heard of The Horde, and could tell by Xena's stories that even she didn't know how to conquer them. When I saw fear race through her, I almost panicked. We were able to find refuge in a camp, whose soldiers had been fighting The Horde for some time. Their ambition had depleted as severely as their supplies. It looked like an impossible situation. And I suppose that possibly Xena had to revert to her old ways so that she could command complete control and respect from the soldiers. But her coldness to me--the vacant look in her eye--left me feeling separate from her for the first time. By the end, it only worked for the strengthening of our love, and that's when I began to love her as my soul mate-to realize that without her, my life meant nothing. Nobody understood me like Xena, and nobody could compare to Xena. She was everything to me, and I decided I was ready for more. Our relationship was ready to advance. I wanted her.
I would awaken from dreams, and have to concentrate to make sure I hadn't talked in my sleep or touched her I suppose I thought of her naked body more than I realized, because it seemed that almost every night, I would dream of her in some way that only made me wake up with new visions of our lovemaking, and also a little "excited", to say the least.
I had to devise a plan to make my move. She had to know how I felt, even if she laughed in my face, which I doubted she would. She might not accept my love, but she would not belittle me. It was continually on my mind, and I knew the time had come to reveal my true feelings.
Riding behind Xena on Argo, I loved leaning against her back, acting like I was so exhausted from traveling. I knew I had opportunities galore while we were traveling like this to just start talking about what was on my mind. However, it seemed like my mouth and thoughts wouldn't communicate. Being that close to her was what I craved. I found myself holding my chest a little closer than usual against her back, and wrapping my arms around her waist a little tighter. I could literally devour this creature! Gods, she was so sexy and made me tingle in places I wasn't used to noticing.
Xena said we were going to be staying in an Inn this evening at Pergos. This was my opportunity to let her know how I feel. Looking so forward to a nice, hot meal, a soft, fluffy bed, and an entire night with my warrior, I had made up my mind that I would hold nothing back. Yes, tonight was the night. I had everything pictured in my mind how it would be I wanted to be so appealing to her that she couldn't resist me. Maybe I should convince her to stop for a bath before we arrived in town just in case we weren't able to draw a bath before I took my warrior to bed. Besides, a chance to see her bare skin and body always proved for a little welcomed stimulation. It was just what I needed to give me the courage to reveal it all tonight-heart, body and soul.
I was deeply thinking about suggesting a bath in a nearby lake when she asked, "Are you asleep back there?" I jumped, and she laughed because she had startled me. "And just what have you been daydreaming about now? Care to tell me a new story?" If she only knew
"Xena, can we stop for a refreshing bath before we ride into Pergos? It sure is warm today, and I feel like I'm covered with dirt!" She hesitated and almost acted as if she didn't want to stop, but with a few little 'please Xenas', she finally agreed. Did she not want to be close to me? Was there someone else she was meeting tonight? I tried to shrug off these negative thoughts, and concentrate solely on my mission seducing this gorgeous woman. By the gods, I never considered loving a woman before Xena. Now, I couldn't consider loving any other woman, or man, with all that my heart felt.
Without hesitation, I stripped off my clothes and tried to help her hurry and do the same.
She seemed a little irritated today, and it was all I could do to not question her mood. I knew this was a major turn off for Xena, and when she was ready to talk to me about something that bothered her, she would. Her body was so inviting to me, and I had to control my eyes to not stare at her. I jumped in the water, and Xena followed me in a few minutes later. For some reason, she cut our playtime short and said she needed to brush down Argo. I decided to just back off and try not to let her distance trouble me. She didn't act angry with me, and I knew I had done nothing that should annoy her. As I walked out of the water, I saw Xena looking at me, and then quickly shifted her eyes while she finished putting on her armor. It's like she was in another world with her thoughts. I wondered if this was going to turn out the way I had planned.
Our ride into Pergos was a quiet one. I was starving, and near sunset, we arrived in town and agreed it was time for a hot meal. After devouring a delicious dinner, we got our room key and went upstairs. Upon opening the door, I smiled with delight because the room was perfect. It had a large window, a wonderful bed, and even our own bath. How perfect was this?
"Gabrielle, are you ready for bed?" Xena asked. It almost took my breath, because the time had nearly arrived for my confession. However, as I began undressing, Xena quickly left and said she was going to make sure Argo was settled in at the stable. Maybe she just needed to go for a walk. In the meantime, I decided to take another bath and use the wonderful-smelling bath oil I had found in our room. Before getting into the tub, I looked out the large window and saw Xena looking up to our room from the street she was so beautiful, and I decided to not make her feel like I was untrusting, so I simply waved and settled into the tub.
I was already so worked up after all these thoughts today. I was tempted to touch myself but at the same time, I wanted to save this built-up fiery passion all for her. When she felt the wetness between my legs, she'd have no doubt what I wanted. But I knew her she might be gone until late in the night. For some reason, she wouldn't give me the chance to be her lover. I had to find out if it was because she wasn't attracted to me, or was it because I was too young, or did she not want a committed relationship. I decided that I would find her and bring her back I had to take control. If she turned me down, at least I would know how she truly felt. I hated the thought of her giving her body to anyone else.
I had noticed her looking at the first tavern we passed when riding into town. It was a little farther than I cared to walk alone, especially during nighttime, but I was completely driven at this point, and also felt confident that I could defend myself if necessary. I opened the doors and noticed how rough the people were. I searched the room for Xena, and finally spotted her sitting at a table near the bar next to quite a handsome man.
For some reason, I wasn't surprised, but I also wasn't very happy. She spotted me as soon as I walked in, and I continued to walk towards her. She got up from her seat and met me halfway, pulling me to the side and demanded to know what I was doing there.
I wanted to yell, "because I love you, can't you see?" but she acted so aggravated that even my temper raised a little. Fine if she didn't want me, I could find someone who did. And then maybe she'd see what she was missing.
I made my way to the bar, and noticed several men looking at me. There was a table of guys who asked me to join them, and after sitting down, I wish I had never came in this place. Even though I wanted to make Xena see that I could choose to be with somebody else, I just couldn't do it. I didn't enjoy this game and I looked up to see her eyes locked with mine. I hated seeing her with that guy, and then to my astonishment she kissed him! He was all over her. I was crushed, but could not let her see my true feelings. The man to my left started rubbing my arm, and I had to think quickly how to get out of this situation without Xena's help especially since she was so engrossed in her own satisfaction.
"I'm meeting someone here and I'm very much involved with this person." The rather filthy man said, "Well, it doesn't look like he's here, or if he is, he doesn't know you even exist!" I was afraid he was right. The whole table of men started laughing at his comment, and they all wanted to know just whom it was I had come here to meet.
I was sick of the pretense, and I thought more than ever, this was the time to let her know that I did follow her here to be with her. When I pointed out Xena as the one I was meeting at the tavern tonight, they acted as if it was the most hilarious thing they had ever heard. Xena undoubtedly had a reputation of loving both women and men, so they asked her if this was true. I sat, holding my breath, wondering what her reaction would be. I had no doubt that she would get me out of this situation, but I needed to how she was going to react to what I had started.
I could tell that Xena wasn't enjoying this confrontation with the men, especially when they told her to prove it was true what I was saying. It appeared that a fight was going to break out, and I had to stop this from going any further. "Xena, let's just get out of here," I said quietly. The men were still laughing and asking Xena to show them I was her little bitch. This seemed to cause her anger to rise immediately. Xena looked at me and said softly, "Let's give them what they want. It doesn't have to mean anything."
As bad as I wanted it to mean something, I agreed, and when she pressed her lips to mine, I immediately lost myself to where we were. With what seemed like a natural reflex, I wrapped my arms around her neck and enjoyed the softness of her mouth. My tongue parted her lips, and both our mouths melted into one another. My head swirled and my body pressed against hers while time stood still. I couldn't imagine a greater rush, and I knew she felt the same. I just wanted to be alone with her, and whispered while still gazing into her eyes, "Let's go back to our room." With no verbal reply, she never let go of my hand and we walked out of the tavern. I was walking on clouds.