1). This is a piece of original/uber fiction.
2). This here be a love story (nothing too graphic) featuring two women. If that bothers you don't go wasting your time or mine by reading any farther. However, if you continue to read and it upsets you I don't want to hear about it.
3). Violence. Um, yep. There will be some and some references to child abuse. I like to think it all works as part of the story and none of it is over the top.
4). Those who are not 18 should not read this. Why? Dunno, probably protecting them from knowing about stuff there already know about.
5). To J, Bri, and Ar thank you all without you the story would never have gotten out of my head. You folks are the best.
6). Let's see anything else ... in order to ride the ride you must be this tall, have no heart problems and pregnant women should consult a doctor. Please keep your hands and feet inside the ride at all times and enjoy.
Okay this is my first writing endeavor so please, please with a cherry on top, give me feedback. At Zeeamy@Gmail.com Thanks.
Without further ado on with the show -
"Then I heard the door open and shut this morning and she was gone."
Heidi pondered Amanda's story, while Amanda waited to hear what Heidi thought she should do. "I'd say your friend Cameron has issues."
"That's it? Um, Heidi, just about anybody who has met Cam can tell you that."
"Amanda, the girl is a control freak who constantly polishes her armor looking for cracks in it. From what I can tell, she is never with a girl longer than 24 hours. So my dear Amanda you need to ask yourself are you willing to put up with this bouncer who is likely to bolt when emotions start running high and she is not in control? Because, my dear, she will more than likely do it again. She has a history of it. Didn't she bolt on you in High School?"
Amanda nodded, her feelings sinking further and further into her stomach.
A throat cleared, and they looked up to see Sarah standing there. She was holding a plate with some waffles on it and had a smudge of flour on her nose and chin. "Honey, you just described Piper."
Heidi looked at Sarah, "Honey, I hardly think Cameron was abused as a child look at the woman, she's a bouncer. She kicks people's asses."
"Who is Piper?" Amanda asked.
"A friend of mine growing up. Her father used her as a human punching bag; she grew up in a closet. He'd lock her in 'to keep her away from boys'. Too bad it wouldn't keep him away." Sarah said with a sad expression
"I don't know, Sarah. I have a hard time imagining anybody using Cameron as a punching bag."
While Heidi and Sarah were talking, Amanda's brain was whirling. It kept going back to the night before when Cam had prevented her from removing her shirt, "Don't, ugly." Maybe Sarah wasn't too far off the mark. She came back to the discussion when Heidi asked her a question.
"Amanda, you hung out with her in High School. Did she have mysterious injuries, and what was her home life like?"
"Well, I, uh, don't really know. I mean, she was always sporting some bruise or cut but she spent the most of her time in detention for fighting. As for her home life, I don't really know. I never went over to her house or met her family."
"I thought you two were friends?" Sarah asked perplexed.
"We were. I told you I was different then. I was a self-centered bitch."
"Hmmm, well, Amanda it's your call. Depends on how deep you want to get. You know where she works. Go talk to her."
Sarah looked at her partner like she was nuts. "Honey are you nuts? The last thing Amanda should do is confront her, about anything, that will just freak her out. Amanda, you are basically back at square one. If you go to the Shady Lady, keep it light and pretend that last night never happened. Don't bring it up at all."
"Well, that won't solve anything. If they are going to have any kind of relationship Amanda needs to make Bouncer girl aware that her actions this morning hurt her."
Amanda felt a headache coming on. Where the hell was Sammy? She had called Heidi and Sarah over. "Sammy has a crush on a drag queen."
Silence filled the room to the point of bursting. Then it popped.
"She's what?!" They shouted in unison. They stormed out of the room in search of the redhead.
Sighing in relief, she went to shut her door. Looking at the knob she saw the lock was dented and scraped, "Sarah!" she shouted. The curly haired woman's head appeared from Sammy's room, "you picked the lock! Don't do that again."
Sarah looked guilty and ducked back inside Sammy's room.
Amanda shut her door and decided to crawl back into bed. After a nap, she would try and decide what to do.
- - -- - - -
Cameron squirmed as brown eyes bored into her, "So Cameron, are you going to continue this habit of bolting every time life throws you a heavily emotional scene?"
"Did you bolt because you made an ass out of yourself, or because you may have revealed layers to yourself that you weren't ready to share with another person?"
"Err, both?" Cameron wasn't so certain she would survive Georgia's grilling.
"Cameron, it's okay to be attracted to people."
"Oh, no problem there. Attraction, lust, and wild monkey sex I've got those down." Cameron cringed. She so shouldn't have deep thought conversations with anybody, let alone Georgia, when she was hung over. Just shoot me now, she thought.
"How about love, commitment, and happily-ever-after?"
Cameron started fidgeting. She didn't want to think about those things in the context of herself. Was it possible to experience love without pain? Could someone be trusted enough to share that with? Most of her life, the person who was supposed to take care of her, mold her, keep her safe and love her unconditionally, hadn't. Love and family values were equated with alcohol, slaps, and kicks.
At the word "alcohol," she felt the night before swim up into her thoughts, and when doubled with the memory of her mother, her stomach rolled, and she bolted for the bathroom.
Georgia watched the struggle in Cam's face. It was almost too open Georgia had never seen this. She almost couldn't watch. Then, without warning, the blonde bolted from the chair. She followed behind and as she heard the sounds of Cam's stomach rebelling she called out asking if she was okay.
Cam didn't answer, and she waited. Suddenly the door opened and Cameron stalked out, not making any eye contact. The blonde rushed off downstairs.
Dee came striding back into the kitchen, looking showered and more alert. "You my dear are one brave woman, and you have in fact gone where no other woman has gone before."
Georgia raised an eyebrow, "and where would that be, love?"
"You, my crazy little honey bun, had an in-depth personal conversation with one Miss Hayes and lived to tell the tale," Dee said, giving Georgia a kiss.
"How can one girl have such warped view of some of the most wonderful things in life?"
"I don't know, but if I ever find out who did it, I'm going to hurt them bad."
"Ah, there's the little butch I fell in love with." Georgia said with a smile, "Honey why don't you take me out to brunch?"
"It would be my pleasure, and then we can come back and... " She didn't finish the sentence. Instead she wiggled her eyebrows.
"Oh, I like those dirty thoughts." Georgia said with a laugh.
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Life went on as it annoyingly does. No matter how shitty your life is at the moment, the world keeps turning.
Amanda sat in the SUB, sipping a cup of coffee and staring out the window. Her homework held no appeal for her. It had been a little over a week and she hadn't seen nor heard from Cam. She was no closer to an answer about what to do. Should she try to start over or just let it go? Then there was the whole did she even want to move into a relationship with someone who would bolt when the going got tough? She had already been put through the wringer when she had dated Toni. She lied her head down on her book. Fall had finally arrived and it was too cold to study outside, but inside she found herself missing Cam's company, offbeat humor, and her ability to make the day fun. Maybe she would go see Lisa in the Hospital. Last time she had gone the girl had been asleep. She felt guilty that while she had been having a good time the girl was being brutally attacked -- in the middle of the day, no less.
She raised head up and was startled by a very red rose occupying her vision. Immediately she thought it was Cam. It was Cam come to make apologies. As her line of sight pulled back to take in the person holding the flower instead of the broody countenance of the blonde bouncer, she found the cocky smirk of the dark-haired Toni.
"I was wondering if you were ever going to come up for air. A beautiful woman like yourself shouldn't be upset."
Amanda felt herself tremble slightly, but she gained strength in the fact that they were in a public place, "Toni I really think you should go away."
"That's your problem Amanda. You think too much. If you would just listen to your heart you would quit teasing me and know that we are meant to be together."
"What?" For the first time Amanda thought she saw an unhealthy gleam in Toni's eyes. "I am not teasing you. I don't like you, The whole time we were together, you cheated on me."
"I see. The blonde little whore is just a tactic to make me jealous."
"What? No. There is no tactic, no teasing. I love Cam and despise you."
"Well, then, where is the whore? This is the day you two hang out. If you two are so in love, where is she?"
"I, I, Toni leave me alone or I will call the campus security."
Before she could react, Toni grabbed her kissing her hard. After a moment, Amanda was able to push her away.
"I'm getting tired of your games, Amanda. Get rid of the blonde and come back to me where you belong before I take care of the blonde." Toni threatened with a sneer.
As Toni walk away, everything felt unreal. She wasn't sure if she should report Toni. Toni was all bark, right? She wiped her mouth with her hand. It came away smeared lightly with liquid red, she sat heavily in her chair. 'If I ignore it, it will go away.' she repeated to herself over and over. Each time she became more angry with Cameron, Toni and herself.
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Cam was on her side lying on the tile floor, a flashlight in her mouth and a screwdriver in her hand. She peered into inky depths that most men would kill for a glimpse at, the Women's shower. The shower in the women's dressing room was backing up, and her mission was to find out why. For the past week Cameron had been avoiding just about everybody -- Peter, Mario, Dee, Georgia, and Amanda especially Amanda. She wasn't very good at the 'I'm sorry I'm such a dumbass' speech. It really hadn't mattered before but she knew in a tiny part of her brain that it mattered this time. A part of her even knew the longer she continued to pretend that it didn't matter that it would be that much worse. Still, she refused to listen. However, the part of her brain that told her that maybe she should seek counseling was starting to get through.
There was a small cough from above her, and she looked up and to see the tenacious redhead who, of all the rotten luck, was Amanda's roommate. Cam froze, trying to think of what to do. Figuring there wasn't much she could do while she was lying on the floor in a shower with a flashlight in her mouth and that she probably deserved the new asshole that Sammy would rip her, she figured it was best just to go with the moment.
"Can I help you?" Cam mumbled out, turning back to the drain.
"My your job does have perks. Too bad no one is using it at the moment."
"How did you get back here?" Cam asked. Sitting up she put the flashlight into her pocket.
"I just walked in told them 'I'm here to smack some sense into the lesbian'. The whole bar cheered, and here I am."
"I see. Well, get started then."
Sammy looked uncomfortable, "Um, actually I needed somebody to talk to and I kind of know you but in an outside circular sort of way. But I know you'll be straight, um, so to speak with me and keep it between us."
Cam sighed, rubbing her head causing the short spikes to lean back and to the right.
"Hey that's kind of cute how your hair does that."
"Sammy... the point."
"Oh, right. Okay. Um, let's say you have this friend and all the time that you've know her, she's been gay, into women, but then one day she tells you 'I've met the love of my life and he's a guy.' What would you do? Would you freak out, get pissed at her, or never speak to her?"
Sammy stood there stunned for a moment. "That's it?"
"So you're Bi, big whoop, now if you don't mind I've got a drain to unclog."
"Ahhhh, Cameron you say the sweetest things. However, I need you to use your hidden vocabulary talents and expand that 'No' for me."
"Sammy when I was in High School my best friend was a guy named Tim. I swear, everybody, including myself, thought he was a closeted queen. The boy hardly had any testosterone in his body, but as it turns out, he had been in love with this girl Stace for years and last I heard, they were married with two boys."
"My point is several things. Everybody can assume what they want about you, but nobody but you can know who or what you want out of life but you. So what? You shock a few people, but isn't it worth it if that person ends up being the one who completes you? Gender is secondary. My other point is this: attraction is that part of your brain that wants to feel good. It could care less if it's a vagina or a penis. So maybe you should really think about this. Is it lust for the sake of feeling good or love with promise many mornings together? Nik's a sweetheart and you're pretty okay yourself, but there's a big chance of a big hurt. So, you need to make sure this is what you want."
Cam stared at the redhead who was deep in thought; Sammy's green eyes met her blue ones. "Hey, thanks Cam. How'd you get so wise?"
"You're joking, right? I work in a strip club, I got nothing but time to work on the deeper meanings of life while I drop kick people out of the bar. Now if you'll excuse me I have a drain to conquer while I reflect on whether the chicken or the egg came first."
Sammy laughed, "Oh, Cam?"
"You hurt my roommate really bad when you left without a word; all she does is mope around. If you care at all, you'll fix it; if you don't care, I don't want to see you within a ten-foot radius of her. You got me?"
Cam looked at the yellowish-white tile. She could see her and Sammy's shadows. "Sammy, I'm sacred. I'm scared of letting her in, I'm scared of how she makes me feel, and I'm scared that I won't be good enough."
"Cam, you're a big butch bouncer. I'm sure you're strong enough to at least talk to her about your fears, but if not, remember: ten foot radius."
"Ten-foot radius. I got it"
"Thanks for the talk Cameron. Oh and if they ask? I smacked you down good."
"You betcha Sammy."
Cameron turned back to the drain, her thoughts on the best way to approach a certain brainy dark-haired woman.
Cam sat on a stool sipping a coke. Today was her day off, but she was at the bar because she didn't have anything better to do. It was 6 o'clock on a Thursday evening the bar was virtually dead; the dancers didn't start till nine. With her straw, she blew bubbles into her drink. She was loath to admit it but she was lonely and she missed hanging out with people. By people, she meant Amanda. She really missed Amanda.
She let out a groan that sounded slightly like a mountain goat dying and rested her head on the top of the bar. The polished wood felt cool on her skin.
"Hey Tough Stuff." Came Mario's voice from somewhere behind her.
"Ugh, kill me now." She mumbled.
"You want to come grab a few shots with Peter and me?"
She sat up glaring at him
"Okay by the look that could freeze a lava flow, I will take that as a no."
"What's the matter Cameron? You not feel so good after last time?" Peter piped in.
"Thanks to you two I made an ass out of myself in front of Amanda."
"Right Tough Stuff. Like you need our help for that. You're perfectly capable of making an ass out of yourself all on your own."
Cam slumped down on her stool and went back to blowing bubbles in her drink. Mario looked worriedly over at Peter. Cam's moods had been running from depressed to bitchy.
Dee had cornered Mario in the dressing room and with Karl blocking the entrance and exit, she had proceeded to wring the story of the three's little adventure with alcohol followed by the finale of Peter and Mario dumping a very intoxicated Cam at Amanda's.
Dee had yelled loud and long at the Dancer, and Mario had been left cowering in fear. Dee had left with the ultimatum of Mario either fixing it or getting the hell out of the state because she would make sure that he was out of a job here or anywhere else.
Wincing again as he remembered Dee's words, he sucked up what courage he had left and went up and sat next to the young woman at the bar.
"Cam, I'm going to speak very slowly. I want you to listen."
"Go away Mario."
"You're not listening."
"Fine, I'm listening."
"Cam you miss her.."
"I don't know who you are talking about."
"Listening. We're using our listening ears."
"Fine, I'm listening, again."
"Good. Where was I?"
"Missing the girl, honey." Peter spoke up helpfully.
"Right." He paused, collecting his thoughts. Trying to form his strategy, he finally threw caution to the wind and dug in. "Cam just go spank your inner angst demon or whatever you have to do. Then, when you finish spanking that demon, stick your courage to that Shakespearian sticking place and go apologize."
Both of Cam's eyebrows shot into blonde bangs, "What?"
"I recommend using flowers." Peter added.
"Or chocolate." Came Jason's suggestion from behind the bar.
"A stuffed animal is good." Broke in Monica.
"Maybe a romantic dinner." Came from Chuck.
"Write the girl a poem." Was Dee's suggestion.
The bar went quiet and everybody stopped and stared.
"What?" Came Dee's snarly reaction. "It just so happens Georgia loves it when I write her a poem."
"Did anyone else just go to a scary visual in their heads?" Jason asked.
"I don't pay you people to sit around and run your mouths." Dee barked out.
Cam put her head back on the bar and covered it with her hands; maybe everybody would just go away. Somebody started tapping on her shoulder. Damn. "What?"
"For the love of something holy, Cam. Go get the girl, even if it means you have to get down on your knees and beg. Fuck your pride; I saw the look in your eye when you talked about Amanda. Go get the girl."
"Peter, honey. They're lesbians. I'm sure Amanda would be ecstatic if Cam got down on her knees." Mario pointed out to his boyfriend.
Cam growled and gave Mario the evil eye, "Mario shut up."
"Come on Tough Stuff, you know you love her."
Cam's head rose up off the bar her lungs filled with oxygen so she could properly rant on the bullshit that was love when Mario ended it before it began by slapping a hand over her mouth. "No talking. Now is the time for action. Remember, spank the inner angst demons, Tough Stuff; it's time to move on with your life. Now go get the girl. You know you want to." He gave her a light push off the stool. Mario knew she wasn't really upset with him or she would have kicked his ass by now.
Cam stood there for a moment with every eye in the bar focused on her, waiting to see what she would do. She grabbed her jacket and looked Mario in the eye, "You suck. You know that?"
"Yep, but you love me anyways."
Cam looked at him, deep in thought. "You know I think I do."
Mario looked like a stunned fish for a moment, then he gave a sheepish smile, "Good, but there's someone you love even more and I think she needs to know it."
Cam nodded thoughtfully, and started for the door.
"Hey Cameron, aren't you forgetting something?" Dee asked.
"What? No I don't think so."
"The keys to the Jeep."
Cam gave a large smile, took the keys for Dee's Jeep and took off.
Dee walked over to Mario. "You did good, boy. I thought a couple of times you were going to fuck it up, but you did good. "
Beaming with pride Mario said, "Thanks."
"Now take your boyfriend and get out of my bar. You're not working, and I'm still pissed at you for getting her drunk in the first place."
"Yes Dee, right away."
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Cam sat in the Jeep, staring out of the window at Amanda's apartment, the smell of coffee twirling around her. All she needed to do was get out of the car and walk to the front door. It was very possible that Amanda wasn't even home. She opened the door, and then shut it.
She opened the door again, and then shut it again.
She opened the door and got out. Then, she got back inside the car and shut the door.
She opened the door got out, stomped around, called herself a chicken; then got back in. But this time, she didn't shut the door.
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Sammy leaned against the table looking out the window, "You think she's finally snapped?"
"Probably." Amanda said looking up from her biology homework.
"Are you going to go get her?" Sammy questioned.
"No." Amanda replied, not looking up. "Let her look like an idiot for awhile, I don't care."
"Yes you do." Sammy said laughing as she watched Cam walk halfway across the street then run back to the Jeep.
"She made me feel like an ass for no reason -- well, no reason that she cared to give me. As far as I know I didn't do anything at all. She just let me feel like I did something wrong when it was all her."
"That doesn't mean you don't care. If you didn't care, her actions would never have hurt you in the first place."
"Quit being so logical."
"You have to watch this, oh, I think she's going to make it across the street this time. Go, go, go, Cameron. Go, Cameron. Awe, she went back to the; wait she's going to try again. Damn, nope she's gone back to the jeep."
Amanda started to laugh at the play by play Sammy was doing.
"Oh, she's pulling a secret weapon out of the Jeep. Looks like someone is getting a gift."
- -- - ----
Cam stood nervously in front of the door. She had done it; she had belly crawled that mountain, swam that ocean, err, okay she had made it across the street and she had even looked both ways all nine times. However, the street had felt as wide as the Pacific Ocean each time. Now, all she had to do was knock.
She lightly tapped on the door, 'way to go dumbass, nobody could have heard that', she thought to herself. The door opened.
"Ah, oh, um. Hi, Sammy." She stammered out.
Sammy just looked really amused
"Is Amanda in?"
"She is, but I've been told to tell you to drop dead."
"UH- Oh! That doesn't sound too good."
"Nope. You, my friend, are very much in the doghouse." Sammy paused, "Come on in, she's in the kitchen."
Cam walked down the hallway. Stopping at the doorway, she saw Amanda's back.
"Good luck." Sammy whispered.
Cam took a big breath then entered the kitchen.
"I thought I gave pretty clear instructions that you were not to be let inside." The dark haired woman said angrily, not turning around.
"Ah" Cam started, then stopped. She didn't know how to respond to that. "Um, I'm sorry."
"Is that a question or a statement of fact?"
"Uh." Oh boy, was Cam out of her depth! "I'm sorry." She said again only with more conviction. "I, um, brought you a gift. To show the depth of my sorryness."
Amanda turned around, her blue eyes blazing, "Oh, and that makes the way you treated me okay. Just because you bought me a gift."
"Well, they said it couldn't hurt." Cam winced. This wasn't going well at all. She knew she was fucked.
"Well, they are wrong." Amanda stood up and came baring down angrily on Cameron.
To her credit, Cam didn't move but everything was becoming a little surreal for her.
"Flowers and candy won't just erase the crappy way you acted. I thought we had connected, that you trusted me enough, that you were starting to open up. Then you bolt; no note, no phone call. You Bitch!" Amanda had really worked herself up and all the hurt and confusion she had been feeling was channeling and feeding into her anger. Cam just stood there calmly letting Amanda yell at her with only a slight crinkle in her forehead. Then Amanda snapped and slapped Cameron hard across the face.
Cam was having a hard time focusing. Reality and memories kept over- lapping. Time kept shifting between the past and the present. Oddly, it seemed that Amanda and her mother were yelling at her at the same time. Maybe it was being in the kitchen. Her mother had yelled and hit her a lot in the kitchen, possibly because that was where all the alcohol was kept.
Cameron saw the slap coming and froze. She couldn't understand; was her mother hitting her or was it Amanda? Was she a teenager trapped in hell with her mother again, or was she an adult trying to prove what an idiot she had been to the woman she loved?
Air molecules compressed and were pushed out of the way as a palm violently connected with the flesh of her cheek, and then the scattered molecules vibrated, creating the sound of flesh striking flesh.
Cameron's head rocked to the side; her balance shifted heavily and then was lost. She crashed into the floor in a daze. Her memories of the past won and she found herself once again a teenager in the kitchen of the shitty apartment she had grown up in with her mother. Her mother was wildly swinging around a belt, too drunk to hit anything accurately, and shouting obscenities. Instinctively, she rolled into a ball, throwing her arms up to protect her head.
"Please stop, please. Whatever I did, I won't do it again. I promise, if you just stop hitting me."
"Cameron." A soft voice said, "Cameron it's okay. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I slapped you. Please come back, Cameron. Please."
The voice didn't sound like her mother's. It sound like Amanda's. She blinked her eyes and slowly unwound herself from the fetal position on the floor. Then she remembered she was at Amanda's and that she had panicked. She had lost herself somehow. It wasn't the first time something had triggered a memory. Once, in a store some lady had been wearing the perfume that her mother had worn. Another time, some guy on the bus had been whistling a jingle that one of her mother's creepier boyfriends had been fond of.
Amanda was nearly in tears. She hadn't meant to hit Cameron, but her anger had just built up. Still, she knew there was no excuse for her behavior. Her heart broke to see the way Cameron had reacted. Gone was the cocky self-assured bouncer and in its place was a scared and fragile little girl. On her hands and knees in front of the trembling ball of flesh, Amanda gently touched arms, hands, and stroked Cam's hair. All the time she did this, she whispered, "Cam it's okay. It's okay. I'm so sorry I slapped you. Please come back. I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
Slowly, hands and arms unwrapped themselves and blue-gray eyes blinked as if waking up; slowly they focused into the present.
For a moment, Amanda thought that Cam would bolt. So, she did the only thing she could think of. She threw her body onto Cam's and hugged her tight. She tried to convey how sorry she was, how much she cared, and how much she hurt as well in that frantic press of muscle and flesh.
Cam stiffened as Amanda wrapped her taller body around her shorter one and hugged Cameron tight. It was too much for Cam. She felt like there was a battering ram pounding into some barrier inside her. This was not what she had planned. She brought over some fresh Irish cream coffee as a peace offering. Amanda would yell Cam would kiss ass and apologize. They'd make-up and things would be good. Things had not gone as planned.
Cam needed to get out of here. She was crumbling, falling apart. There were deep fractures opening up inside of her, threatening to destroy the walls she had up to keep everyone at bay. Amanda continued to hug her tighter as she weakly tried to escape. Suddenly, barriers inside her broke and deep sobs tumbled out. Tears followed and then came the anger. She cried and yelled; she wanted to bury herself in the comfortable warmth and safety, yet she was unable to believe it was real and being offered. Then there was another warmth holding her and she was wrapped in warmth with two different voices telling her that it was okay, that she was safe and to let it out.
Amanda wasn't sure when Sammy had come into the kitchen, but she was thankful that she had, because for a few moments when Cameron's anger and rage had burned its hottest, she had been afraid. Afraid that she wouldn't be enough, that she wouldn't be able to hold on and Cameron would escape again. Sammy had come in and without a word knelt down and enveloped them both in a hug as wide as her arms could stretch. Together, they had sandwiched Cam and slowly the yelling slowed till the blonde was just crying. Slowly, the crying stopped as well.
Cameron rested her head on Amanda's chest, lacking any real strength in her body. The world felt surreal again in her exhaustion. However, there was no blending of past and present. The present oddly felt hopeful and warm. Finally Cam felt able to move, but she needed space. One doesn't freak out in the middle of somebody else's kitchen and not expect to have to do some explaining. She really wasn't up for the explaining part yet.
"Um, as much as I'm enjoying being sandwiched between two hot women, I need to use the bathroom."
Amanda was unsure if it was wise to let Cameron go. She looked at Sammy. Sammy just smiled encouragingly and nodded her head. Both women slowly let go, somewhat expecting Cam to bolt, but the blonde didn't. Instead, she slowly wiped her face with the sleeve of the shirt she was wearing, then looked up.
"Ah, could somebody give me a hand up?"
Amanda pulled Cam up. As she did so, Cam wouldn't met her eyes but gave her hand a light squeeze, then went off to the bathroom. Once inside she slumped against the door.
"You think she's okay?" Questioned Amanda.
"Sure she just needed to go put her armor back on. So what happened?"
Amanda looked down, "Oh, she, I, well, I slapped her."
Sammy just raised an eyebrow in question.
"She was just being Cam and I was still so angry that I slapped her and, she, it was like I broke her. It was the saddest thing, one minute she's all cocky bouncer girl and the next she's a hurt little girl."
"You know, my Dad never talks about when he was a policeman and he was pinned down with his partner during a bank robbery. Once, when I was 12, my brothers and I lit some firecrackers and sent them out on the driveway, what we didn't see was our dad bringing the garbage out from around the side of the house. Basically, we threw them right in front of him. They go off popping and Dad flips he drops everything and curls on the ground sobbing. It was the most disturbing thing we had ever seen."
Amanda had to agree. Mr. O'Brien was a huge mountain of a man.
"All of us were of course grounded for a month for doing that, but I never forgot it. Later, dad and I talked about it, but it's hard for him to admit he has a problem and isn't as strong as he would like to be. Sometimes certain events, smells, or sounds can trigger memories. Particularly painful ones can resurface to be relived."
"So me slapping Cam..."
"More than likely. However, you don't know till you get her to talk about it. But Amanda, it may not be enough, depending on what happened. She should probably see a professional."
Amanda nodded, lost in thought.
Sammy left Amanda to think and walked over and picked up the sack that Cameron had dropped. "Ooooo. Somebody likes you." Sammy squealed. "She so has your number." The redhead said as she pulled out a smaller sack labeled Irish cream. "She knows your favorite coffee, and chocolate. She's a keeper despite her issues."
Cam splashed cold water on her face, 'come on dumbass get your shit together before she decides you're not worth it'. As pep talks went, it sucked. She looked at herself in the mirror and decided she was as put together as she was going to get.
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Toni stared at the apartment. She had watched the blonde go in. She thought she had made herself clear and had put an end to this silliness, but apparently not. The blonde was preventing Amanda and her from being together; the blonde was ruining her happiness. She threw the flowers that she had bought down on the ground and pulled a knife from her pocket. Quickly and angrily, she jabbed the knife forward, sinking it deep into the black flesh of the tire. Again and again, she punctured the tire, all the time wishing it was the pink flesh of the bouncer her knife was piercing.
Denied. Always being denied her happiness. Denied that which belonged to her. She was tired of being ignored, tired of that blonde in her way. She would take care of it. Soon, very soon, all that should be hers would.
- - - - - - -
Cam opened the door of the bathroom and walked down the hallway to the living room. In the living room, Sammy sat on an ugly green couch reading a magazine.
"Hey slugger. Don't you look nice."
Sammy put down the magazine she was reading and brushed her hands down her tan slacks wiping invisible wrinkles out. "I have a date."
"A date. With the drag queen?"
"Yes, with Nik." Sammy carefully studied Cam's face to see if she would give her shit about it.
"Is he okay with the fact you like chicks?" She asked.
"Yes, I think. All I know at this point is that I really like him and that's all that matters."
"But do you like him enough to date and, or, spend the rest of your life with?"
"I, I don't know but this is the first step in finding out."
"Well good luck. But you're so calm, you don't need it." Cam said with a smile.
"I do need it. I think I might throw up. I'm not calm at all but this is important and he's worth it."
"Good luck, slugger."
Sammy smiled. Then her smile turned devilish. "Speaking of important my roomy is in the kitchen making some coffee. Excellent call by the way on the coffee. You should go in and try again to say you're sorry, but this time if she tries to slap you, please duck."
Cam looked embarrassed and gave a sheepish smile; "Must seem kind of funny, a tough bouncer like me getting slapped."
"No it's not funny at all, Cam. Sometimes we get lost and tangled up in the weight of things long past. If you really care about Amanda, talk to her."
Cam shifted uncomfortably. Sammy's words struck too close to home.
The doorbell rang and Sammy leapt up. Wide-eyed, she asked Cam, "Do I look okay."
"You're beautiful Sammy."
Sammy smiled and ran over; giving Cam a hug, she whispered. "Just be honest with her and yourself, but use baby steps." Then Sammy ran to the door and opened it. Nik gave a small wave before Sammy was off, slamming the door and dragging the poor boy away.
Cam looked around the living room. Then, with a sigh she said, "Right. The kitchen."
Cam entered the kitchen and froze as her eyes locked with Amanda's. Cameron felt herself dog paddling in circles; as she was momentarily lost in the blue of Amanda's eyes.
Unnerved by the intensity of the look, Amanda spoke hoping, to discharge the feeling. "I made coffee. Thank you, by the way. Irish cream is my favorite."
"I know." Cam said softly. She walked over to grab a cup.
"I noticed each time we were together that you ordered it."
"Well, yes. You're important to me. Why wouldn't I notice the things you like?"
"In high school," Amanda started shyly," I never noticed. I never met your family, never was over to your house, and I never asked; but you were important to me. When you disappeared I realized how much."
Amanda didn't move as Cameron walked over to the coffeepot. Cam had to reach around her to grab one of the two coffee cups.
"Amanda, there was nothing to notice in high school, and I never would have shared it with you anyway." Cameron felt like she was too close to Amanda. They were standing inches apart and she could feel Amanda's body heat jumping the gap, sliding on the air currents to mix with her own heat. It was almost too much. The emotional roller coaster of the day was getting to her. Cameron started to step back to give herself some space. Her momentum was stopped as Amanda's hand gently touched her jaw, sliding over to the slightly red cheek.
"I'm really sorry about this, about slapping you."
Cam shrugged "I think for once I deserved it."
"Maybe," Amanda said with a small smile, "but I'm still sorry." Amanda leaned forward and lightly kissed the abused cheek.
Cam nearly dropped her coffee. The kiss moved from cheek to lips, still soft and light. Cam brought a hand up to stroke Amanda's face and then suddenly Cam pulled away with a stunned look on her face.
Amanda bit her lip. Had she misjudged? However, Cam didn't look upset -- just bewildered.
Cam sighed, "That was nice. Much nicer than the drunk kiss I planted on you."
Amanda smiled. "Did we learn a lesson about drinking?"
"Tequila bad. Beer foamy and both make me pray to the toilet gods."
Amanda laughed, "So, my kiss. It was just nice?"
"Oh yes." Cameron said nodding enthusiastically. "But..."
"But?" Amanda asked worriedly.
"Why? I mean, one minute you're royally pissed, and the next minute you're kissing it better."
"I felt like kissing you."
"Oh." Cam said, still confused.
"And, well after I slapped you, my anger was pretty much all in that slap."
"I'm glad I could help you move past your anger.'
"Cam, don't be a smartass."
"Sorry. No actually I am very sorry, Amanda. I'm sorry for coming over here drunk and causing a scene. I'm sorry I just took off on you the next morning and was too chicken to talk to you about anything." She paused, organizing her thoughts. "Um, but if you give me a chance I'd like to start over, to be friends again."
"Just friends or something more?"
Cam swallowed nervously at the devilish look in Amanda's eyes. They were still standing close together.
"Maybe." Cam choked out.
"Maybe?" Amanda questioned licking red lips.
"I feel something for you stronger than friendship, but can we; I need to take it slow. Is that okay?"
Amanda looked at Cameron's face. Cameron looked so nervous and vulnerable; she looked so young and unsure. Then it hit her that Cameron's well-worn amour was off. The stoic woman was trying to open herself up. Hope spilled out of Amanda's soul at being trusted like this and she hugged Cam tightly.
Cam hurried to get her coffee cup down on to the counter before she spilled it everywhere. Way too much touchy feely stuff going on for her liking... Then Amanda pulled back and the happiness she saw reflected on her face made Cam breathless. She, Cameron Hayes, had put it there. She had... her thoughts cut off as Amanda kissed her senseless.
'So much for slow' she thought. Evil thoughts, bad evil thoughts. She was sober, not in high school, and Amanda Walker was trying to get her shirt off and into her pants at the same time. Life was fantastic.
'Shirt off = visible scars, which leads to uncomfortable conversation.' She thought as her brain kicked in.
Cam removed her tongue from Amanda's mouth so she could speak. "Amanda slow, please remember, slow." At the same time, she was trying to pull her shirt back down and remove Amanda's hands which seemed to have multiplied beyond two when she wasn't paying attention.
"Cam you've got me shoved up against the counter so don't be telling me slow."
"Ah, yes." Cam started to step away, but realized that Amanda had her legs wrapped around her. By stepping away, she would disrupt the wedge she had created with her body and the counter, which held Amanda up. Disrupt the wedge and it would ruin her balance and the temporary symbiosis she had formed with gravity would result in Amanda's body being dumped on to the tile floor, which would be a less-than-romantic and caring gesture.
Cam did the only thing she could do. She stepped immediately back so gravity would not become pissed at her, and as she did so, her hips surged into Amanda's and a low strangled groan emerged from her chest as the seam of her jeans pressed wickedly into her clit. Cam dropped her head onto Amanda's shoulder. Licking her lips she husked out, "Amanda I really need you to unwrap your legs."
Amanda had a glazed look in her eye. She felt so good, and Cam wanted to stop. She surged her hips slowly into Cam's, enjoying the heat pooling and simmering in her crotch.
Cam groaned again, fairly certain that she sounded like a Golden Eagle in heat, "Amanda, this isn't taking it slow."
"Cameron, this is taking it too damn slow if you ask me."
"We agree with Amanda on this one. Come on bouncer girl -- use those hips."
Amanda's eyes flew open and she saw an astonished Heidi and a smug looking Sarah standing just inside the kitchen.
"We knocked and then let ourselves in; we had no idea you were, uh, busy."
At the sounds of the voices behind her Cam jerked away from Amanda, finally pissing off gravity and dumping both her and Amanda on to the floor.
"I take it you two have worked things out?" Heidi asked.
"We're working on it." Amanda said with a glare.
"Isn't make-up sex great." Sarah said with a big grin.
"I wouldn't know. People keeping interrupting." Amanda said picking herself off the floor and smoothing out her clothes.
Cameron just lied there with her hands thrown over her face, wishing the floor would swallow her whole. Where were the killer kitchen tiles when you really needed them?
- -- - -- -- -
The rest of the evening was going fairly decently Cam thought. She had to admit though that she was mildly relieved that Heidi and Sarah had stayed and hung out. The thought of being alone with Amanda was a tad bit overwhelming at the moment. Amanda would catch her eye and the look in them was downright predatory. Oddly, she thought that being looked at like she was a piece of meat wasn't a bad thing. It made her feel desired and wanted and those were two very good feelings to have she decided.
They had ordered a pizza and were now sitting around watching the Extreme Sports competition on ESPN that Sarah and Cam had begged to watch.
Cam relaxed next to Sarah as they watched the street luge competition.
"So would you ever do something like that?" Sarah questioned as they watched a person lose control and slam into a bale of hay.
Her eyes gleaming, Cam nodded, "Oh, yes. Look at that. What a rush! I wouldn't turn down the chance to try it. How about you?'
Sarah nodded as well. "Me too; it looks like a lot of fun. You know, I bet I could scrounge some parts from my Dad's garage and make a couple of those sled things."
"Oh, it couldn't be that hard. I look some specs up and we could sneak into Ridgecrest Golf Course. They have all those paved golf cart trails and it's all hilly there. It would be perfect."
"What would be perfect?" Heidi asked.
"Oh Cam and I are going to do some street luge."
"Yep. It couldn't be so hard to make one of those glider gizmos."
"Uh-huh, and you've taken into account how dangerous it is and how devastated I'd be if you got hurt or worse?"
"Uh" Sarah said, "Um, no, I hadn't gotten that far in my thinking. Sorry, I hadn't, I mean." Sarah floundered.
Cam watched the couple; Heidi didn't seem really seem upset. Maybe they were doing one of those couple things.
"Honey, it's okay. As long as its not illegal, it's fine, but when you think about doing dangerous stuff, I wish I was one of the first things you on your mind. When you do stuff like that, it has a huge impact on me." Heidi said. Then she leaned over and took one of Sarah's hands kissing it.
It was one of those couple things. They were being all cute and stuff.
"You got it Honey; you are the first thing on my mind, always. Um, but I don't think Cam and I will actually do it." Sarah responded.
"Whipped." Cameron muttered under her breath only to have Sarah elbow her in the ribs.
"You won't, so what was illegal about it?" The tall blonde asked, looking over the two smaller women critically.
"We were going to break into Ridgecrest and use their paved golf cart trails."
"What? Cameron!" Amanda blurted out.
"What? What did I do?" She asked Amanda.
"You are going to break into a golf course."
"Well, no. Sarah and I were just talking. It was just talk."
"Okay then. Nothing illegal."
"Wuss." Sarah whispered at Cam.
Cam shrugged. She had already been in the doghouse once with Amanda and she wasn't going there again in a less-than-24-hour period.
Amanda and Heidi began talking as Cam and Sarah focused their attention back on the TV.
"So, you work for your Dad in his garage?"
"Yep, much to the dismay of my mother. I seem to have quite the knack for fixing things mechanical."
Heidi nudged Amanda, "Great. Sarah has found another partner in crime. Another warm body she can take carousing to the strip bars."
"I'm glad they seem to have hit it off. I was worried you guys wouldn't like her. As for the strip clubs, it's a forgone conclusion since she works in one."
Heidi groaned, "I forgot. Great somebody with an, 'in', Sarah will be down at the Shady Lady all the time on the pretext of hanging out with Cam. Doesn't it bother you? I mean, she's around all those half-naked women?"
"It hadn't until you brought it up."
"I guess it does, but there's nothing I can do about it."
"Um, Amanda, uh. You know we're really sorry we walked in while you two were, busy."
Amanda blushed, "Actually it's probably a good thing. I don't think that either one of us was thinking very clearly. Emotions were a bit out of control and if we had continued on, it probably would have caused more problems.
"So are you two a couple?"
"I don't know. We really didn't get a lot of talking done."
"Well, from what I saw in the kitchen, you two have a lot of chemistry."
Amanda just blushed harder.
- - - -- - --
As the evening came to a close Amanda felt herself becoming nervous. After the roller coaster of emotion that she had been through with Cameron nothing had really been discussed and she was afraid of what would happen once they said goodnight.
"Well, we should be going." Heidi spoke up.
"But, Heidi, I want to give Sammy a hard time about her date." Said Sarah.
"You can do that the next time you see her. We've already interrupted Amanda and Cam's night enough."
"What? Oh right, we should be going."
Cam fidgeted nervously. She wasn't sure she wanted to be left alone with Amanda without adult supervision. "I, ah, I should probably be going too. I need to get Dee's jeep back to her."
Amanda almost slumped in defeat; "You'll call me right?" She questioned.
Cam smiled shyly; "yes I'll call. How about we go out and grab lunch and a movie, or something."
Amanda smiled in return. She hugged Cam, whispering in her ear. "I'd like that, but the 'or something' could be a lot of fun."
Cam could feel her face becoming warm, "Play nice."
Amanda laughed and Cam hugged her tighter, not wanting to let go, but knowing she should or she would somehow convince herself that there was no need to take things slow.
Amanda felt Cam stiffen, "Come on, I'll walk you out to your car."
As they pulled apart, Cam kissed her softly on the cheek.
The four of them walked outside. Sarah asked, "So Cam, when are you working at the Shady Lady next? I might pop in and say hi."
Heidi gave Amanda knowing look.
I work Saturday night ..." Cam's voice trailed off as she saw the jeep was riding much lower on the driver's side. "God Damn it!" She huffed and ran over to inspect the tires. Both tires on the driver's side were flat. "Damn it! I've only got the one spare." Cameron muttered.
"Not to worry you." Sarah broke in; she bent to look at the damage on the back tire. "But those were slashed with a knife or something sharp."
Amanda went cold and her eyes darted around. Toni, somehow she felt it was Toni's doing.
"Man, this isn't even mine. Its Dee's jeep. She's going to kill me."
"Well, if you can wait until morning, I bet we have some tires at the shop I can bring them by around 8 o'clock."
"Thanks. That's really great, but how am I going to get home?"
"Sarah and I could drop you off."
"I appreciate that, Heidi."
"Actually, Cam would you mind sleeping over with me tonight."
Cam gulped, "I, ah, I..."
"I'd feel better. I don't know when Sammy will be home, and this really has me freaked."
Cameron looked up and caught the wide-open panic look in Amanda's eyes. She stepped closer to Amanda grabbing her hand so she could squeeze it reassuringly. "No problem, I can bunk on your couch."
Behind them Sarah whispered to Heidi, "Couch, yeah right."
- - - - - - -
Cam watched as Amanda came into the living room with some sheets and a blanket.
"Ah are you sure you want to sleep on the couch. I mean you could sleep with me? I mean, it's not like we haven't before."
"Yes but it didn't end so well." Cameron spoke out without thinking, catching the hurt expression on Amanda's face. "Shit, Amanda. I'm sorry." She blew out a breath. "Its not that I don't want to but if I, if we, I really want to take things slow and that might be a problem. Putting ourselves in a smaller space with less clothing on, might um, cause my resolve to explode."
Amanda gave a smile, "It might explode, you say?"
Amanda laughed and threw the bedding at Cam, "Here, get the couch made up."
As Cam made up the couch, Amanda went into the kitchen and came back with two glasses of water. She sat on the couch next to Cameron, "So, Ms. Hayes, what's up with us?"
Cam coughed as she choked on some water, "I guess this means it's time to have that talk we keep missing."
"Yes it would be that time."
"So, what do you want to talk about?"
"Are we dating?"
Cam nearly shot water out her nose.
"Because, " Amanda continued, "I really don't want to be fuck buddies."
Cam's face was turning red. Gasping for breath, she was finally able to respond. "Amanda I don't want to, um, be, you know." Cam blew out a breath of air. She was having a hard time using the term 'fuck buddies' in conversation. She sipped some water to get her thoughts in order.
"Amanda, I care very deeply for you and I'd like to work on a relationship with you, but I have a hard time trusting people. I'm sure you've heard people talk about how I sleep around and never really see the same person twice." She winced as Amanda nodded. Was she really so bad? "But I don't want that with you I'm fairly certain I want you in my life forever."
Amanda made a little happy noise and sprung forward hugging Cam.
'Jeez you would think I had proposed or something.' Cam thought and then felt panic oozing into her system. 'Slow, just slow down. You are not proposing you are merely setting the ground rules of dating.'
She tentively hugged Amanda back, she wondered if she should bring up her mom. No, baby steps. Already way too much had happened in one little evening.
- - - - - - - - -- -
The doorknob rattled and there was the soft click of the lock being turned. Amanda's eyes opened and fear jump-started her system. Her eyes wildly searched the room and she realized that she was still in the living room and that she'd fallen asleep on the couch, with Cam. They were packed tightly together on the couch her body spooning Cam's. She had to snort in amusement. This was way less room than her bed and Cam's resolve seemed to be working fine.
The doorknob turned and the door swung inward and Amanda remembered why she had awoken in the first place. Unconsciously, she gripped Cam tighter; Cam whimpered and snuggled closer to Amanda's body.
As Sammy stepped inside, Amanda let out a breath she didn't know she was holding.
"Hey Sammy." Amanda whispered
Sammy whirled around at the sound of Amanda's voice. "Oh, hey you." She smiled devilishly, "Look at you -- all snuggled with the sexy bouncer on the couch. Are you two dressed under that blanket?"
Amanda blushed, "Yes, we are dressed. For some reason, the sexy bouncer wants to take things slow."
"Poor you. It's been what? A year since you've had sex?"
"No, it's only been 8 months. I refused to be defined by the frequency with which I've had sex."
Amanda threw a nice round shaped lime-green pillow at Sammy's head.
"So, how was your date with the boy, goober?"
"It was fun. We went to the Fun Spot and played games and did the indoor mini-golf they have there. I even won the boy a stuffed animal rabbit."
"Did he win you anything?"
Sammy started laughing, "Hell no! Nik has horrible hand eye coordination."
"Guess this means you're the butch in the relationship."
Sammy just laughed harder.
"What's so funny?" Came a sleepy voice.
"Nothing. Sammy just got back from her date."
"Cool. How'd it go, slugger?"
"It was fun."
"Good." Cam said yawning. Then she closed her eyes and went back to sleep, pulling Amanda's hand down over her stomach and intertwining their fingers.
Amanda got a silly happy look on her face, and Sammy threw the nice round lime-green pillow back at her. Amanda stuck out her hand and batted it into the ground.
"So why are you two sleeping on the couch?"
Amanda blew out a breath. "Somebody slashed a couple of tires on Dee's jeep, and Cam only had the one spare. So Sarah's bringing a couple of tires in the morning. Sammy, I think Toni did it. I didn't say anything, cause, well, there's no proof. But it's just a feeling I have."
"Toni! What makes you think she's involved? Not that I put it past her; she's such a slime ball."
"Well, a couple of times at school, I've felt like I was being watched and then just this past week, she came up to me at school and kind of threatened me."
"What? Did you report her?"
"I just wanted to forget about it."
"I know. I know."
"Amanda, I want you to promise me that if she does something else to you that you'll report her right away."
"And don't tell sexy bouncer chick there, cause she'll probably kill Toni."
- - - - -
Amanda woke as a faint sliver of early morning light caressed her face. She smiled wickedly to herself. She was still wrapped behind Cameron. Her devilish little hand had crept its way under Cam's shirt in the night and was stroking the soft skin of Cam's stomach. She closed her eyes enjoying the sensation of Cam's skin under her fingertips.
Amanda's smile slowly reversed itself as her fingers hit rough bumps breaking up the landscape of the flesh she was trying to map.
All the time Amanda was dong this, Cameron was awake. She had thought about stopping Amanda, but decided to allow it. Better to know now if Amanda would be repulsed. She held her breath as Amanda's fingers slowed and then stopped. She waited for them to move away. Instead, the fingers spread out and the palm joined them on her skin. Cameron was pulled in tight and she felt Amanda rest her head on her shoulder blade. After a moment, small shudders seemed to roll through Amanda's body and she felt a warm wetness soak into her shirt.
Cameron rolled over, and grabbed Amanda's face and fiercely wiped away the tears. "Don't!" She commanded. "Don't cry for me or about scars on my body."
"Who?" Amanda choked out.
"It happened along time ago; it doesn't matter."
"It matters to me!" Amanda yelled.
Sammy heard arguing coming from the living room and threw a pillow over her head. It was too early in the morning to deal with the children. Let them kill each other, she decided.
Cam stared hard into Amanda's eyes. Finally, she sighed and rolled back over; it was easier to talk about it if she didn't have to look into Amanda's eyes.
"My mom and some of her various boyfriends did it. That's why I ran away, really. I just couldn't take her and her drinking anymore, so I ran. That's why you never came over. Why the hell would I bring the prettiest, most popular, and richest girl in high school to some shitty crack apartment in the worst part of town to meet my abusive alcoholic mother?"
"I'm so sorry, Cameron."
Cameron stiffened, "Don't, just don't. I don't want your sorry's or your pity." Cameron struggled to untangle her body from the blanket and Amanda.
Amanda just grabbed on tighter, "I'm not letting you run away again, we're having a conversation."
"What, and you're going to stop me if I want to get up." Cameron snapped back.
They struggled and Cameron found herself flat on her back on the couch. She decided Amanda was a lot stronger than she looked or acted.
"You cannot just bolt when things get to stressful for you, not if you want to have any kind of romantic type relationship with me."
Cam just stared up at Amanda wide-eyed, "Okay, you're right. I'm sorry." She finally replied.
Amanda smiled and let go of Cameron's arms, "See, that wasn't so bad."
Cam made a face.
Amanda laughed then snuggled down on top of Cameron, "Let me know if I start squishing you."
"Okay." Came a muffled response.
After a little while of enjoying being close Amanda's hands crept back under Cameron's shirt. Cam stiffened a little at first, but then relaxed into the touch. She was just dozing back off when she felt Amanda lift herself up and hem of her shirt hike up. Cameron's blue-gray eyes snapped open, "What are you doing?"
"I want to see."
"Aren't you moving a bit fast here?"
"Cam, I want to see the scars. Is that okay?"
"Oh, those. Why can't you be like every other horny lesbian and want to see my boobies?" Cameron joked nervously.
"I want to see those too, but if I see those we may never get up and that would mean we would totally blow your resolve to go slow."
Cameron looked into Amanda's pleading puppy-dog expression and was lost. "Fine. Have at it."
Nervously, Cam stared at the ceiling trying to pretend it was some cold, clinical, detached, hospital visit. She felt her shirt as it was slowly hitched up stopping below her breasts and she heard Amanda's need to take a sudden breath of oxygen, and she shut her eyes to keep the liquid forming there from escaping.
Amanda looked at what should have been smooth unmarred flesh, only to see the reality of life written on the skin. She touched each raised line; pale pencil thin lines, ghosts of moments that lingered, engraved on the body.
Each time Amanda traced a piece of flesh Cam would get flashes of memory: some small weaselly redheaded guy with a cigarette, her mom pushing her into the corner of the kitchen table, some junky in the stairwell with a broken bottle. Muscles and tissue remembered and held memories of their own.
Amanda traced a circular puckered scar, "tell me?" She asked quietly.
Cameron just shook her head, "Not now, it's too much. Maybe later." She whispered back.
Amanda nodded, her long hair waving back and forth on Cameron's stomach, tickling and causing Cameron's muscles to twitch and Cameron to gasp with sensation. Amanda leaned down as she kissed each raised line, each pale line, soothing the flesh and lulling the memories back to sleep, putting the past away for the moment. She wasn't finished, but it was enough for now. It was more than she had known before. She looked up at Cam's face, wanting to see those stormy eyes but they were closed to her. She raised herself up to kiss them, "You're beautiful." She whispered and continued to kiss Cam's face. Last she kissed red lips and moaned as she felt life return to Cam's body.
Cam tangled her hands into Amanda's hair and pulled her strongly to her mouth. She was alive and she hadn't realized she had been on life support. All she needed was Amanda; her skin, her lips, and her hands all hungered for Amanda. She needed to devour her.
"Don't make me get the hose." Came a gruff, barely awake voice. "Amanda has a perfectly good bed in her room not 15 feet away with a door that shuts preventing other people from seeing things that will give them wet dreams for months."
Cam cracked an eye open hoping with the fierceness of her glare she could kill the redhead.
"Dear Lord, can't you two at least wait until I've had my coffee and I'm awake enough to enjoy the peepshow?"
Amanda gave a growl of frustration. Cam, not quite sure why she wanted to go slow anymore flipped Sammy off and pulled the blanket up over their heads quite intent on finishing what they had started. They were back in a heated lip lock when Sammy threw a large pitcher of cold water on them. Sammy tore off screaming through the house with Amanda hot on her heals. Cam just sat there, with a bemused expression on her face, she was fairly dry since Amanda had been on top . Thinking to herself that she didn't work Sunday evening and nobody would be home, so maybe she would make a romantic dinner for Amanda that night. Maybe, if Amanda wanted to, she would spend the night. They could watch movies or something. She grinned. As Amanda would say, "The 'or something' could be a lot of fun."
She scratched her head and decided what the world needed now was hot, fresh coffee. Somewhere in the house she could hear a shower running and Sammy screaming that it was cold.
Part 7 the end
The heavy bag swayed and wood in the ceiling groaned under the pressure. Cameron's mind wasn't really into her workout. Instead, it was running over a mental list in her head to make sure her romantic dinner plans went off without a hitch. By the end of the evening, if all went well Amanda would be thoroughly romanced. An evil grin sprouted on her face. Cam nearly whooped in delight. Ever since Friday morning, she had been feeling good. No, good really didn't describe it. She felt light and warm, almost bubbly. At work on Saturday she had cut jokes and once she caught herself giggling for no good reason other than that she was happy. Maybe this was love, her brain mused. She froze. Love, oh god, was she was in love! It felt wondrous. How long till it turned sour and black?
Cam started to have a panic attack. She bent over, grasping her knees. 'Please' she thought, 'if there's a higher power of any kind, I need a sign that it's going to be okay.' The bag completed the outer circular orbit of its momentum and started its return course, hitting Cam in the head; she went sprawling onto the floor.
She got up, dazed. She glared at the slowly rotating bag. "Well, if that was my sign, I think it knocked some sense into me," She said with a laugh. Thankful that her panic attack had been cut short, she grabbed her water and took a swallow.
"Cameron, are you down here?" Georgia's voice came drifting in.
"I'm back here."
Georgia's form appeared in the doorway, "My goodness. I'm always so impressed that a little thing like you can make that big old bag move."
Cam had to laugh, "That's why I'm the bouncer. What's up?"
"I'm off to play poker with the girls. You have the house until 9. When is Amanda coming over?"
"Well that gives you two hours to set up your web of seduction."
"Just no screwing upstairs. You may eat dinner up there, but if you want to fool around, you bring it downstairs."
"Hush, I'm just giving you a hard time. You're so nervous. Relax. Everything will be fine, but I have to say I'm very happy to see you taking your "thing' with Amanda seriously. Making her a romantic dinner, I didn't even know you could cook something other than mac and cheese."
Cameron laughed, "I don't. The Italian place by the mall is delivering the food in 45 minutes."
"Well good. Now I know I won't be coming home to any dead bodies."
Cameron tried hard to look indignant but couldn't wipe the happy smile off her face.
"Well, I'm going. Please feed Saffy for me."
"Never fear, that fat tabby of yours will not go hungry."
Georgia gave Cam a quick hug, then retreated.
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Toni watched as the older woman pulled out of the garage and drove off down the street. She emerged from the bushes and quickly rolled under the slowly shutting garage door. She smirked coldly. Time to straighten everything out, starting with the blonde.
- - - - -- - -- - -
Cameron pulled on a pair of tan slacks looking at the shirts piled on the floor; she was trying to decipher if it was a clean pile or a dirty pile. She scratched her belly, freezing as she felt the uneven breaking of her skin. She slowly pushed her feelings of anger and disgust away. They did not bother Amanda and although the scars still bothered her, she would not let the past, not let her mother ruin this evening.
She chose a white T-shirt pulled it over her head and tucked it into her pants. Hmm, maybe an over-shirt, a blue button up. She smiled. It reminded her of Amanda's eyes. Suddenly, there came a horrible crashing noise and the yowl of a frightened cat.
Cam ran up the stairs, "God damn it Saffy! What the hell did you knock over now?" Never in her life had Cam witnessed a less graceful creature. Saffy was a klutz. She slid into the kitchen on sock-covered feet to see the remnants of a white plate and a pitiful black and white furball yowling in the middle of the kitchen.
Cam laughed, "Saffy, did you try and jump up on the counter again? You know you're too fat to make it up there, don't you?" The cat just stared at her with yellowish green eyes and yowled some more.
"You're fine, you big baby." She scratched the cat's chin and it calmed down. Sighing, she bent down to pick up the broken pieces of serving ware.
From behind Cameron, Toni emerged out of the shadows of the unlit hallway. The larger woman grinned, exposing white straight teeth that seemed to glow in the darkness she occupied; in her right hand, she shifted her grip on the black handled knife. The blonde bouncer was crouched over picking something off the floor, leaving her back exposed. Toni could already envision several points of flesh she could ram her knife into. Her grin got larger. She could already smell the iron scent of blood and hear the blonde's screams of pain. In her mind, she had already won. She stepped forward into the light.
Saffy suddenly hissed, standing up on her feet, her fur puffed out. She looked like a cross between a cow and a puffer fish. The cat's hiss turned into a warning growl at the approaching human.
Cam's head jerked, and she looked at the cat, who was displaying behavior she had never witnessed before. Cam realized that Saffy was looking behind her and she idly wondered if another cat had gotten into the house. She cocked her head so she could see what Saffy was looking at; there was a blur of motion. Instincts honed from years of living with her mother saved her life; she ducked her head and brought her arm and shoulder up.
The knife slashed into her upper arm and shoulder instead of her throat, Cameron didn't even pause to think. She let instinct for survival take over. She threw the broken shards of plate still in her left hand at her attacker's head and kicked her right foot straight back aiming for a knee. The attacking body yelled in pain and went down. Cam lunged for the front door, only to be tripped up by a hand grabbing her foot. She fell hard on her injured shoulder smearing the kitchen tile with her blood. She grunted in pain. Her mind screamed at her to get up.
Cameron scrambled to her feet dodging another wild slash from her attacker she tried again for the door only to be cut off. She slid in her socks and changed her course heading for the stairs to the basement. She fumbled with the knob and wrenched it open, from behind she was grabbed and slammed into the doorframe and twirled around. Cam stared into the face of her attacker, knowing she should recognizer her from somewhere, but her brain was scrambled. Cam mumbled out from split and bleeding lips, "Who the fuck are you?"
The face in front of hers twisted in rage. "Who am I?" A voice shouted at her, "I'm the person whose life you stole, you bitch."
"That's a bit over dramatic." Cam said with a sneer. Faking a kick to the woman's knee, she jabbed her hand forward stabbing her index finger into the woman's eye.
The woman howled jerking her head back and Cam tried to twist away only to be slammed back into the doorframe.
"Bitch! I've had it with you; I'm finally going to get what's mine. Amanda belongs to me. You got that."
Cam felt her rage rise, "You fucking psycho. You leave Amanda alone!" They struggled, fighting for control of the knife. Cam twisted away as it was jabbed forward, grabbing the woman's hand she tried to twist it away but her hand was too slick with her own blood. Cam was in a bad position and she knew it. She screamed as pain erupted in side. Everything stopped and Cam looked down to see the knife sticking out of her side.
The woman smiled, "Amanda's mine. Good-bye, Cameron." Toni pushed the smaller woman down the stairs. Cam landed in heap at the bottom. Toni just shut the door, ignoring the bloody handprint. She moved to the freezer to get some ice for her eye. She also didn't notice the bloody hand print she left on the freezer door. She sat with a bloody bag of ice on her face for 5 minutes before she got up, absently washing her face and hands. There was a knock on the door and she went and opened it. A small dark-haired man stood there holding a paper bag.
"Are you Cameron Hayes?"
She nodded absently.
"Here you go. I hope your date goes well." He said with a smile. Walking off, he wondered what was wrong with her eye.
Toni sat down at the table; she had actually killed somebody. She opened the sack, smelling the food. Date? Date? Her face drew into a scowl. That bitch was supposed to have a date with her woman.
- - - - - - - - - --
Amanda approached the house trying to calm the feeling of dread ricocheting around in her gut. She smiled as she saw the sign on the door: "Come on in, Amanda."
She entered the house following the arrows to the dining room where a beautiful candle-lit dinner was waiting. Amanda felt her breath catch, and she sat down.
- - - - - - - -
Downstairs, Cam was fighting to gain consciousness. Pain played tag all over her body. She groaned, trying to get up on her hands and knees. As she put pressure on her right knee, pain billowed out. She scrambled to stay upright, but slipped in her own blood. Cam lied on the floor, willing herself to focus. 'Come on dumbass. That psycho is on the loose and after Amanda. Pull your shit together."
She flipped over on her back, idly wondering how she was going to get the bloodstain out of the carpet; off to her right, she saw the knife. She should probably get that she might need it later, but she was so tired. Everything became hazy, and she blacked out.
- - - -- - - - - -
Amanda jumped as a hand came down and rested on her shoulder from behind. She sucked in a startled breath, "Oh Cam, you scared me I didn't even hear you approach." Cam didn't say anything, merely started to rub her shoulders and neck.
"This is so beautiful. Thank you." Still, Cam didn't say anything. Amanda's brows scrunched up. Something was wrong. Cam's touch on her neck and hair was actually causing a feeling of disgust. Then, it hit her. The hands were too large, and everything was out of proportion. Her body stiffened and she tried to control her reaction so the body behind her wouldn't notice. She lifted up the shiny clean plate in front of her, pretending to study the pattern. "Beautiful place settings, Georgia's doing?" She questioned, angling the plate so she could see the person behind her. A blizzard of fear erupted in her head as she saw Toni's image reflected back at her. She set it back down, trying to stay calm and not give anything away. Oh god where was Cam? What had Toni done to Cameron?
"Cameron, why aren't you saying anything?" She tried to sound innocent when she asked it. Meanwhile, she grabbed the fork in her sweaty palm.
"Sorry Amanda, Cameron won't be joining you this evening or any other." Toni's voice husked out as she nuzzled the silky black hair. "She wouldn't bow out gracefully and acknowledge that you were meant to be with me."
Amanda felt herself gripping the fork harder and harder.
"So, I removed her from the equation."
Amanda screamed slamming the fork back into Toni's thigh, the tongs speared deeply into muscle. Toni staggered back, taken by surprise. Her face, which moments ago had held a blissful happy expression now darkened in rage. "Amanda, you're mine. Why can't you understand that?"
"I'm not yours. I hate you. I loathe you. By killing Cameron, you've destroyed me. Does your warped little mind understand that?"
Toni bellowed, her mind snapping and rejecting all grasp of reality. She charged Amanda, slamming her back against the table. Her hands dug into the soft flesh of the graceful neck and began squeezing.
Amanda's eyes grew huge, and she weekly struggled to get loose. Frantically, her hands searched for anything to end this nightmare. Her right hand triumphantly grasped a brass candlestick holder; spots dancing a jig in her vision were starting to polka as she brought it forward into the side of Toni's face. For a moment Toni's eyes went wide and Amanda saw that one eye was bright red as if covered in a film of blood. Then the eyes closed, and the body, with out somebody to drive it, gave into the demands of gravity and crashed to the floor.
Amanda didn't stop to think she needed to find Cameron. She couldn't be dead, she couldn't be. She ran to the kitchen, her eyes taking in the shattered pieces of a plate, the bloody handprint on the freezer door. Wildly, her eyes darted around, "Cam! Cameron!" She yelled.
She ran to the stairs that lead to Cameron's space. After a few frantic steps, she slipped on the tile; oh god, more blood. She had slipped in blood. It streaked the palm of her hand, but she tried not to think. Bile rose to her throat. 'Hurry.' Her mind screamed at her.
She got up and ran for the stairs. Opening the door, she screamed as she saw the unmoving body lying on the floor at the bottom of the stairs. Quickly, she ran down the stairs, crouching at Cam's side. Tears streaked down her face. "Please Cam. Oh God, don't be dead, please." She clutched Cam's hand, bringing it to her chest.
Cam struggled to break out of the blackness that held her. It was so soothing, but there was something tugging at the edges, pulling her away from the nothingness. Words flowed into the blackness; they held no meaning, they were just the senseless contortions of air vibrating against vocal chords. The sounds chanted, breaking up the blackness as it rolled around her and a thought was formed in her mind: 'Amanda'. "What was an Amanda?" she thought. A picture formed to give the Amanda meaning. Blue eyes. A woman. 'Amanda!' She shouted throwing herself back into her body, back to the pain.
Amanda almost screamed again as Cameron's hand clutched hers. "Amanda?" Cam's voice croaked out.
Amanda nearly fainted, "Oh thank you, thank you, thank God."
Cameron's blue-gray eyes fluttered open. "Amanda. Toni. You need to get out of here get the police."
"Shhhh. It's okay." Amanda said soothingly. "Toni's unconscious upstairs I hit her with a candlestick." She stroked Cam's hair.
Cam smiled, "That's my girl."
Amanda frowned, "We need to get out of here. She could wake up any moment. Can you walk?"
Cam wanted to laugh. "Amanda I can't even stay conscious."
"Come on then; let me help you up." Amanda slowly helped Cameron up and wrapped a hand around the smaller woman's waist to keep her upright. "You still with me, Cam?"
"Uh huh. I, shit, I got you all bloody. I'm sorry."
Amanda didn't say anything knowing that Cam wasn't very grounded in reality. There was a disturbing amount of blood. She was so distracted by examining Cameron that she failed to hear her question the first time. "What?"
"I asked if you had a cell phone?"
"What? Ah, yes. Why?"
"I think you should call 911."
"Oh my god! Why didn't I think of that? Shit, it's upstairs in my coat. Can you lean against the wall for a second while I run up and..."
"Amanda you are not going upstairs where that psycho is, we will just go to the neighbors."
Amanda just nodded in agreement.
From upstairs, a horrible yelling came and the name "Amanda" was screamed in rage and hate. Chills ran up both their bodies.
Cam looked sadly at Amanda.
"Not without you."
"I'll slow you down and I couldn't live with myself if she hurt you. Now run! Go to the neighbors and call the police."
"Not without you." Amanda choked, crying.
"I'll be fine. I survived my mother for years. This bitch ain't got nothing I haven't seen. Now go the quicker you go, the quicker you can save me."
Amanda nodded her head and kissed Cameron gently, trying to ignore the sounds coming from upstairs, she took off. Cam leaned against the wall then slowly slid down to the floor. She was so weak.
She heard the door open and Amanda run out just as the basement door was thrown open and Toni bellowed, "Amanda!" Then footsteps pounded on the stairs, coming closer and closer to her.
Cameron stared up at the enraged woman; she smiled sweetly, "Looks like she got you good. Maybe you should go see a doctor. You might have a concussion?"
"Shut up! Where is she?"
Toni stepped forward placing her foot right on top of Cam's knee. "Where is she?"
"Who?" Cameron responded again.
Toni slowly put pressure on Cam's knee grinding it under her foot.
Cam screamed in pain, "She left. She ran to the neighbors to call the cops on your ass."
"No she wouldn't." Toni ran into the other room staring at the open door, "No!" She screamed. "This is your doing." She said returning to Cam's body. "You twisted her mind against me." Toni began to scream nonsense as she pummeled Cam's body with her fist.
Cam just laughed, enraging the woman more.
"Leave her alone." Amanda's voice screamed. Both women turned to see Amanda bearing down on Toni with one of Cam's 10-pound weights clutched in her hands.
"Amanda?" Toni blinked. Amanda had come back.
Amanda swung both arms and brought the metal weight crashing into the back of Toni's skull with a sickening crunch. The woman's eyes rolled up into her head and blood dribbled from an ear. She fell over, and hit the floor bonelessly, not moving.
Amanda just stared in horror, "Oh my, I think I killed. I..." She trailed off, sinking to the floor.
Cam just stared into nothing. Her body hurt, feeling so far away from everything. She wanted to tell Amanda that it was okay but her mouth wouldn't work. Little by little she was being sucked back into the darkness. It was soothing and it promised no pain.
Amanda snapped out of her shock, "Cam?" She crawled over to Cam's abused body. "It's okay."
Cam tried to get her lips to move, but the muscles were heavy. Lips moves sloppily slurring syllables. "No its not. I think, I think, I can't feel anything. Everything is so far away, like a dream you can't touch."
"Shhh. It's going to be okay."
"I love you, Amanda. I loved you in High School. I love you so much.."
"I love you too, Cameron Hayes." She whispered, holding the hurt woman.
Cam's eyes closed. She was so tired and the blackness was calling.
- - - - - - - - - - - - --
"God, that's annoying." Said a sleepy voice.
"I'm sleeping. Make it stop." The same voice mumbled out.
The mattress moved subtly shifting right and then left.
"I'll give you a cookie if you make it stop." The sleepy voice begged
"Hmm?" Warm breath was exhaled across the back of a neck causing the skin to shiver and the body to scrunch up into itself.
"What if I don't want a cookie?" Amanda asked.
"Anything you want. It's yours. Just make it stop." Cameron whined.
"Okay." The declaration of acceptance was followed by a husky evil chuckle.
As Cam started to drift back into the embrace of sleep, she heard the slap of flesh on plastic.
"There. All stopped." Amanda said, quite pleased with herself.
"Good, thanks." Cameron mumbled as sleep claimed her.
Blue-eyes looked down on the sleeping blonde. The bruises were for the most part gone and the stitches had been removed. The only injury that remained was Cam's knee and it was slowly healing. Surgery had repaired most of the damage. All that was needed now was time. Both of them were healing on an external and internal basis. In essence, Amanda had her first physical therapy patient -- a very cranky, foul-mouthed one. She had to admit some of the techniques she used on Cam were personal and private, and they would not be used on anybody else.
Amanda tenderly stroked the blonde bangs out of Cam's slumbering face, and she enjoyed the silky kiss of the hair on her fingers.
When Cam had been released from the hospital, Amanda and Sammy had insisted that Cameron stay with them until she healed. Cameron had, in her opinion, been a stubborn butthead refusing to see she needed anybody's help. Finally, Dee had told the bouncer she should stay with Amanda and Sammy because she and Georgia were redoing the basement to get rid of the bad vibes. There was no way in hell that she was putting up with Cam until she healed.
Cam had pouted and said fine, then asked, "Where am I going to sleep?"
Amanda had laughed at Cam's pout. Then she gently cupped Cam's face in her hands, "Silly, you're going to sleep with me in my bed -- naked." Then she very thoroughly kissed Cam to get her point across.
"Are we finished, or do you want to object some more?"
"We're done. No more objections." Cam said and then pulled Amanda down for more kisses until the Doctor had come in.
"AH, Ladies. Um, yes. Let's try and keep Ms. Hayes from getting too excited until she's had more time to recover. Okay?" The doctor had stammered out in embarrassment.
Amanda had to laugh; at the rate things were going, she needed to invest in locks, if she was ever going to get any alone time with Ms. Hayes.
She smiled then leaned over and planted soft kisses on Cam's face. "Okay, sexy bouncer girl, I want my reward for making the evil alarm stop."
"Okay, cookies are in the kitchen." Cam mumbled out and then rolled over onto her back throwing and arm over her face.
Amanda, hmmmed. "I don't want a cookie." She purred into an ear then sucked the lobe into her mouth nibbling it. While her mouth was occupied a hand was creeping up a thigh.
Cam's eyes shot open, "Can I help you?"
"Nope, this is self-serve." Replied Amanda with a chuckle.
The phone started to ring.
Amanda sighed, switching trains of thought and she reached over Cameron to answer the phone. The blonde beat her to it, slamming a hand down, "Ignore it. We," she said with an evil grin, "are indisposed at the moment."
"I don't know Ms. Hayes. I don't feel very indisposed." Amanda responded with her own grin.
"Prepare to be indisposed." Cam said ducking under the covers.
"Cam, be careful of your knee."
A muffled, "Knee's fine." Was heard from the depths of the covers.
Amanda's eyes went wide and she scrambled to hold on to something. She reached up, clutching the headboard.
Suddenly, Sammy yelled through the wall: "Amanda it's your dad."
"Fuck, Fuck, Fuck. Tell him I'm busy."
She groaned, trying to get her mind back to that happy place. Then she heard Sammy say, "I'm sorry General Walker, Amanda's busy getting laid. She'll get back to you when they finish."
"Sammy!" Amanda screamed. She lunged for the phone; Cam went sprawling on to her back as Amanda flipped her over on her quest for the phone.
"Dad!" She yelled into the phone. "Lies, all lies. She's deranged."
"What, who? Pumpkin, what's going on?" Her father questioned.
"Sammy's just fooling with you Dad. No sex going on here. I'm a nun, yep, a nun."
"Pumpkin, what are you talking about? Sammy put me on hold while she got you."
"What?" She bonelessly collapsed on the bed; she could hear Sammy howling in laughter on the other side of the wall.
"Sorry to hear about your empty love life there, pumpkin. I'll be sure and ask Bunny to invite some of her single gay friends to the party. You never know. Maybe you'll, um, hook-up."
Dear Lord. Her father was a pimp. "Dad." She attempted to move away from Cam. Cam's mouth had developed an interest in her nipples, one she would be willing to encourage if she wasn't on the phone with her father. She moved her knee and banged it into Cam's, causing Cam to go stiff in mind-bending agony. Then a wail of pain bubbled out of her mouth. Instantly, she dropped the phone. "Cam, honey. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Don't move. I'll be right back with a pain pill."
As Amanda rushed off, Cameron was prone spread-eagle on the bed, her flaming passion squished under a boot heel of pain, and she wondered. She wondered why it was so damn hard to get a moment alone with Amanda.
"Hello, hello? Amanda, are you there?"
Grimacing Cam reached over and picked up the phone, "Hello?"
"Hello, who is this? Where's Amanda?'
"Hey, Amanda's Dad."
"Uh, yes how'd.."
"You're the only one who ever called me 'Amanda's Dad'."
"How are you Cameron?"
"I'm good Sir. Well, you know."
"Good. Look, I want to thank you for saving my little Pumpkins life."
Cam had to laugh, "Sir, she saved my life."
"Of course she did. She's a Walker, but I heard you were willing to sacrifice yourself for her and that is a beautiful thing.
"Thank you sir."
"You're welcome. Now, why are you in my daughter's bed?"
"Are you sleeping with her?"
"Uh." Her brain was screaming at her, 'don't answer that dumbass, he owns several guns and maybe even a tank'.
"Ah, I'm still recovering, sir."
"Oh. Understandable. Cameron, you treat her right and no more running away."
"No need to worry sir. I love her very much; I'd probably wither and blow away if I had to be separated from her."
"Glad to hear it and ditto." Said a very feminine voice in her other ear. Cam cocked her head and smiled at Amanda.
"Here's your daughter sir."
"Hey dad, sorry about dropping you."
"No problem. I'll make this short since you seem to have company."
"Bunny wanted me to call and make sure you girls were coming up tonight."
"Yes, Dad. You know you guys didn't have to push back the date of your party."
"Honey with everything that has happened, how could we not."
"Thanks, Dad. I love you."
"Love you too, Pumpkin. Now quit jabbering with me and go make your woman feel better."
Amanda turned bright red and screamed at her father. He just laughed and hung up on her.
Cam smiled and licked her lips, "I believe the General gave you an order Ms. Walker."
"That he did soldier, that he did. Now shut up about my father before you ruin the mood.
- -- - - -- -
Sarah and Heidi stood in front of the Walker house. Sarah whistled, it was a freakn mansion. Heidi nodded in agreement with Sarah's whistle; she looked over at Amanda who was stooped over Cameron who was sound asleep in the passenger seat of the Subaru. "Hey Amanda, what do your folks do again?"
Amanda looked up from her task of waking sleeping beauty, over to Sarah, "My Dad's a retired Military General. He still does some consulting work, I'm not sure what Bunny does, and my mom is off in Europe trying to find herself or something." She shrugged going back to Cam. "Cam. Cam honey, we're here. Cam!" Cam snorted then drooled some more.
Sammy grinned leaning over the back seat, "That is so cute. Now I see what you see in her, she produces so much natural lubricant."
Amanda just looked up and glared.
"Fine. Here let me wake her up." Sammy said. She rolled up the Playboy she had been reading and thumped Cameron over the head with it. Nothing happened.
Amanda looked at Sammy wide-eyed; "I can't believe you just did that."
Sammy snorted and cocked her arm back for another swing. As she swung forward again, her arm was grabbed in a fierce grip, and a blue-gray eye glared up at her.
"Do that again, slugger and you'll have to share my pain pills for the rest of the trip." Cam growled and released Sammy's arm.
"Oh, good. You're up." Sammy said sheepishly. "I'll just go help with the luggage." The redhead leapt out of the car.
Cameron rubbed her eyes sleepily with her hands and smiled over at Amanda, "So, we're here I take it?"
"Yep, just waiting on you." Amanda reached out a hand helping Cam out of the car.
Cam balanced on her good leg then tentatively put weight slowly on the other. She gave the house a quick glance; "The Walker Casa hasn't changed much, I see."
Amanda gave a smile, "Wait till you see the hot tub and pool Dad put in."
"MMMM, we'll have to try out the hot tub tonight. Uh, your dad doesn't happen to own a tank or any semi-automatic rifles?"
"No. Why do you ask?"
"No reason." Cam went back to the hot tub fantasy now that it was safe. A wicked grin crossing her face.
Sammy elbowed Amanda, "Looks like Cam has gone to a very happy place. I'd be careful. Looks like she might have plans for you."
The front door opened and larger bear of a man with gray hair and a smaller woman with stylish short brown hair emerged.
"Honey, you made it!" Bellowed the large man who easily picked up Amanda and swung her around.
"Dad, missed you too." Amanda giggled out.
He put her down looking over her friends, "Excellent. You brought a bunch of queer girls... well, and Sammy. I understand your straddling the fence these days."
"No sir. No fence straddling, I'm only straddling a very nice Drag Queen, who in his off days a is very cute boy who works in bookstore.
"Well, if you breed I wanna be the godfather."
Sarah and Heidi, never having had the pleasure of meeting the General, gaped open-mouthed. The smaller woman giggled, "He can be a bit overwhelming at first but he grows on you. Hi. I'm Bunny, and it's very nice to meet some of Amanda's friends."
Heidi recovered first, "Ah, yes. I'm Heidi and this is my partner Sarah."
"Very nice to meet you. If I can disengage the General, we can get your things and I can show you to your rooms.
Sammy, having met the General on several different occasions, took him to be a kindred spirit. She hugged him fiercely, whispering, "I wouldn't have it any other way." He laughed and hugged her back, then swung her up into the air.
Cameron whispered to Amanda, "If he tries that with me, no offense Amanda, but I'm going to knee your Dad in the groin."
Amanda laughed, "I think he probably put on a cup considering you've done that to him before. He loves the fact you're the only person to have dropped him in like, 25 years."
"Your father is a strange man. You know this, right?"
"Yes, it took a few years, but I've come to terms with it."
The General, finished with Sammy, looked over at his daughter and Cameron. "Cameron," He bellowed.
Cameron braced herself. Instead, she found her hand grabbed in his massive paw and shook. "Nice to see you again. Glad to see you haven't run."
Cameron laughed, "No sir. Remember we already discussed this. I love your daughter very much, so no running. Plus I'm fairly sure you have a tank around here somewhere that you would shove up my ass so fast if I did anything to hurt your daughter."
"Damn straight, or gay in your case, I guess."
"Lance, if you are done with the girls, I'd like to get them settled."
The General's face became like a spanked puppy's; "I'm sorry Bunny. I just got so excited to see my Pumpkin and her new little love muffin."
"I know." The smaller woman gave the man a hug, "Now you and all the butch ones can get the luggage. Well, except for Cam who is hurt."
Cam followed Bunny and Heidi into the house.
The General stared at Sarah, "So you wear the pants in the couple? Never would have guessed it." He said with a shrug and went to get the luggage.
Sarah thought that Amanda's father might cause her head to implode.
Amanda watched as everyone moved into the house. Bunny was hovering around Cam, making sure that the blonde haired woman navigated the steps okay. She couldn't help but smile a big toothy grin as she picked up her duffle bag.
Sammy nudged her, "Thinking naughty thoughts about the sexy bouncer girl again."
"No, but I might have naughty thoughts about Cameron later. We are on a first name basis. Better than that maybe there will be hands-on activities."
"You lucky girl, you. So, then what were you thinking?"
"I was thinking about how happy I am at this moment. I mean, yeah that's what I mean. I got the girl, and I'm fairly certain she's not a stalking psycho. Life is good."
"Well A-girl enjoy the moment, you never know when sexy bouncer girl's past is going to cause her to act all irrationally."
"That's alright, because I'm up for the task." Amanda said self-confidently.
"You think this is forever between you two?"
Amanda sighed and bit her lip thinking, "Who knows? I wanna say yes, but all I can really say is I'm willing to find out."
"What are you two whispering about? " The General asked. "Come on I'm not moving all this stuff into the house on my own. For dykes, you girls sure do pack a lot." He grumbled picking up bags and lumbering into the house.
Amanda laughed and picked up Cam's backpack. 'Just enjoy the moment Amanda. Almost five years ago, that blonde ran away and now she's back, laughing and walking through that door. Don't think about it too much. Just go with what you're feeling and go with the moment.' She thought to herself.
She laughed again as she saw Cam's head appear in the doorway and stick her tongue out at her.
"Is that a promise, blondie?" She yelled out.
"Only if you can catch me, Sicko!" Cameron shouted back.
Amanda whooped and ran into the house.
the end for now
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